CFSTheBear
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I think getting worried about how long is because our lives are at stake. How many lives could be lost between 10 and 20 years?? I am not ok with that. I don't get how you could think '10 years is no different from 20'. A day with this illness is hard enough not to mind years....
I've been severe since onset, so yes, believe me, I know how hard it is. I was saying that in my head I try to keep it as - it's a long way away, so long that it doesn't really bare thinking about or fixating on. Prior to getting ill, I'd just taken out a mortgage, which I'm now having to pay out of my lifesavings and a family loan. I will likely lose all of my 20s and possibly my 30s to this disease.
I'm not ok with that either, but what can I do? Do the best I can managing day to day, advocate for change as best I can without impacting my health, and then let things take their course. Whether it's 5 / 10 / 20 years, at this point I don't think about that.