I thought about starting a new thread regarding what I've experienced since late 2020 (which was when I began to have memories regarding my WWI UBoat service), but then I saw that I already mentioned this topic here and can perhaps just talk about it.
What I've gone through the past 4 years, starting from the aforementioned point to late October, has been pure hell to put it simply. It only ended when someone passed away - and not long before this person passed away, I had two precognitive dreams that would have apparently pertained to this person's passing. So the best way I can go about this is just by writing it and not trying to 'adjust'/explain things to those 'outside' the spiritual community.
Background: This involves three people who were close to the natal soul (1 uncle, and a couple - husband and wife). The husband and wife had cared for the natal soul since the body I came into was just weeks old (I came into this body when it was 22).
Timeline:
Late 2020 (November) - I begin to have recall of my WWI UBoat service.
February 2021 - The uncle passes away. Either a day or some hours just before he passed, I was laying in bed for the night when I suddenly got a strong 'connection' with him.
July/August 2021 - This was the last time I saw the husband-wife couple alive. The family has a daughter with whom I had a massive 'falling out' with and made many attempts to break off the friendship. With the daughter, it was the situation of a number of things building up and then she starting to invite me to go out with her (she's 11 years older) only to break off the invitation by going out without me and/or taking her parents instead. She made many obnoxious attempts to maintain contact - I had to change my phone number because I couldn't block texts only calls (or something like that). Then after that, she tried to go through the mother (the natal soul's mother) to get to me - which then had me getting angry with the mother and really telling her off, and that was followed with other behavior. Such behavior as having the mailman drop off 2 letters to me - both which I discarded, but then she would come by on her scooter and talk/yell into my open windows (as if it were some invitation to hear her). I got so incensed at this behavior because I had told her to give me space - and she did the exact opposite in every way imaginable.
This behavior carried on over into 2022.
2022: I began to experience what seemed like an extreme 'agitation' of my 'spiritual senses'. I was also experiencing actual phenomena like what would occur at the couple's home. I noticed an increasing parallel/similarity between what was going on up there and at my apt. It was atrocious. This carried on into 2023.
2023: In late 2023 (end of December) the wife of this couple passed away.
2024: Things seemed to settle down some, but then kind of began to be more 'harsh' in the sense of how I was affected by things. Like I wasn't experiencing what I dealt with previously so much, by mid 2023, but now it was more like an intense whole-body pain that felt like I had my body being torn apart from the inside. I also still felt like I was dealing with the 'astral harassment' that started up years earlier. I had to write about it for my new War Water Jar which led to things suddenly backing off.
Prior to this however, I had two dreams - in one, I dreamt that I entered the couple's home which goes right into their kitchen. While standing in the kitchen, which was now completely empty (as if someone had cleaned out the house), I saw out of the left peripheral vision - the deceased wife who was standing at the edge of the hallway on the step to the kitchen. The first thought I had when I entered the kitchen and saw it empty, I thought, "Well Mr. M. must have passed away." - saw the wife - and then turned around and left their house.
In the other dream, both the husband and wife appeared. The wife had her hand on my right arm and was attempting to lead me somewhere, while the husband was on the left side about 2-3 steps behind. We were walking down this street that was two houses away from theirs, crossed the intersection of that street with another, and it was here that I took the wife's hand off my arm and said that - "I'm not..." (I can't remember what I said - it could have been, "I'm not the natal soul.", or "I'm not who you think I am.")
After that, I woke up from the dream.
Both these dreams took place between August and early October.
On the week of the 22nd (I think it was the 22nd day) - the husband suddenly passed away while taking a break from working at an event. That night - which was the night of the day he passed away - I had a sudden cessation of these aggravating symptoms - the physical discomfort and the 'psychic noise' which was akin to experiencing the 'ethers being torn asunder'.
The discomforts have not returned since, which is a massive relief for me as it was extremely difficult to endure. I have my thoughts as to why this happened and it could be boiled down to - the fact that this body was the last body the natal soul had, and so having had dreams regarding this body prior to my coming into it, that's how he appears. The result of this causes a type of confusion of mistaken identity both on the physical plane, but also on the 'astral' plane as well - as I have both those On The Other Side, thinking that I'm him, but also those still alive who were physically close to him (birth mother for example). It's like those who are alive, are of the impression that the 'original personality' is still 'intact' and the person just changes interests - when this is far, far deeper than that.
I don't mean to freak anyone out, but this is why I started this thread back when I did originally.
