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The only benzo's I'm on consistently is Klonopin 1 mg. Ativan is sporadic. I could go months without taking it.
@alice111I am one of the "horror stories" from short term, low dose benzo use. I won't get into specifics because I will scare people from ever touching a pill again, just know that benzos are in a class of their own in terms of physical addiction potential. By physical I mean your body becoming addicted to it, not you.
Like your I took low dose benzos for increased adrenaline due to adrenal fatigue. I regret now every day that I did this but they were the only thing that helped me sleep even a little. The benefit was not worth the damage it caused.
The deregulation in our brains is an influx of glutamate so by the benzo upping the affinity of GABA receptors to GABA it doesn't do anything toward solving the problem, but rather "evens the playing field" temporarily.
I'm not trying to sway you on your decision to take benzos as I know how much it can calm you down, just trying to help awareness of the situation. If I can prevent even 1 person from living the unspeakable hell that ativan put me in it will be worth it.
So sorry that you went through benzo hell. I can relate to much of what you said. I documented my own benzo nightmare here: http://forums.phoenixrising.me/inde...and-sanity-for-4-1-2-weeks.31972/#post-492336
I still struggle so much with the brain toxicity, which I think is an extension of liver toxicity and methylation blocks. The disruption to my sleep is an ongoing frustration. I am wondering if you have found things that have been helpful for that?
@heapsreal thanks for the recommendations!
@Aerose91 do you mind elaborating on what the physical withdrawl was? What were your symptoms?
As for the adrenals, I am actually in the process of weaning off cortef. At first the cortef wa helpful. But I think my adrenals repaired so I did not need it anymore, I started getting some really bad symptoms.
I had over 70 symptoms, most of them psychological. I won't get into depth because I don't want to frighten you but some were 20 hour long panic attacks for 4 months straight, complete psychosis, only seeing black and white alternating with only seeing yellow. I also had a constant, overwhelming feeling of organic terror for 3-4 months straight, far beyond any anxiety or panic. There's much more but I'll leave it at that.
I'm approaching 3 years off now and though I am better, I am far from healed. @heapsreal suggestion is good, try to space out doses of benzos as far from each other as you can and try antihistamines, herbals and even an occasional z drug if you can (though z drugs also bind to GABA receptors) Though obviously, getting to the root of your issue is the most important.
OMG! I thought my 6 weeks worth of 6-8 hour long panic attacks, pressure in the chest, shortness of breath, burning down the arms, and heart palpitations in the middle of the night were bad. Your symptoms were absolutely horrid! SO GLAD you have moved beyond the worst of it. I wish you more relief and recovery to come.
Taking benzos is like playing with a wagonload of explosives. There are literally thousands of people who have had horrible withdrawal symptoms from these drugs. In many cases they have ruined peoples lives.
Here are a bunch of petitions I have signed.
New Rule: Docs Who Prescribe Benzos Long-Term Must Help w/Long-term Withdrawal
http://www.thepetitionsite.com/649/...os-long-term-must-help-wlong-term-withdrawal/
Petition to BAN LONG TERM BENZO PRESCRIPTIONS
https://www.change.org/p/fda-stop-p...an-long-term-prescriptions-of-benzodiazepines
THE PETITION TO THE FDA to put a BLACK BOX WARNING on Benzo Prescriptions
http://www.benzosupport.org/fda_pe.htm
I dont want benzos band, that probably would put me on disability as i wouldnt be able to sleep and function long term.
I understand that some people have had a bad experience but what about all those that dont????
I think doctors need to inform the patients better about benzo use and then the patient makes the decision. Banning benzos would probably harm more people than it hurts. Until they get a cure for insomnia, banning benzos would harm me.
I swore I would never take another benzo. Partly because I liked them so much. I fought it for months but like heapsreal I cannot sleep without them.
I do think after being on benzo boards for a long time that a big problem is doctor's not understanding how to get people off them.
Many people were in protracted withdrawal because a doctor said to just cut it in half for a week then another week and be done
You can't go to rehab and be done in a month. The longer you take to get off them, and I mean Xanax, Ativan, klonopin the easier time you will have but even then it's hard.
I think dr heather Ashton and the titration method should be taught to doctors.
I think people who abuse drugs recreationally have an easier time quitting. They only have to deal with the physical dependance, not the return of whatever symptoms a person taking them medicinally has to deal with.However, I've had a friend who abused the hell out of ativan and quit with no problems at all.
I think people who abuse drugs recreationally have an easier time quitting. They only have to deal with the physical dependance, not the return of whatever symptoms a person taking them medicinally has to deal with.
@alice111
I am one of the "horror stories" from short term, low dose benzo use. I won't get into specifics because I will scare people from ever touching a pill again, just know that benzos are in a class of their own in terms of physical addiction potential. By physical I mean your body becoming addicted to it, not you.
Like your I took low dose benzos for increased adrenaline due to adrenal fatigue. I regret now every day that I did this but they were the only thing that helped me sleep even a little. The benefit was not worth the damage it caused.
My strong recommendation is that if you found a potential cause of your adrenaline surges to TAPER off the benzo. They should really only be used for short term isolated use yet few doctors understand this.
Not trying to freak you out, I'm just trying to look out for you as I'm a living example of the horrors they can cause. I would only take benzos if it was the absolute last resort and the anxiety is intolerable- and even then- intermittently.
@Misfit Toy
It is understood now that adrenal fatigue is a brain toxicity disease, not something that directly effects the adrenals. Taking benzos and other sleep/anxiety aids, though calming in the short term, only add to the toxin load. I say this because I had extremely severe AF which is what lead me to Ativan and ativan withdrawal led me to ME.
The deregulation in our brains is an influx of glutamate so by the benzo upping the affinity of GABA receptors to GABA it doesn't do anything toward solving the problem, but rather "evens the playing field" temporarily.
I'm not trying to sway you on your decision to take benzos as I know how much it can calm you down, just trying to help awareness of the situation. If I can prevent even 1 person from living the unspeakable hell that ativan put me in it will be worth it.
I was prescribed clonazepam/klonopin long term. How does it cause cognitive damage? I am one of the people who never had problems with it, no withdrawal symptoms other than terrible sleep and becoming cognitively disabled from hypoxia. if the problem is glutamate excitotoxicity from high levels of glutamate then is there another way to treat that?
I heard this humming noise once in my head 2 years after being assaulted and blacking out and having Bell's Palsy. is that a sign of excitotoxicity or too high glutamate or glutamine levels from over stimulation of neurons in some area of the brain? and then when I took the klonopin+gabapentin it instantly went away for some reason??
I'm taking klonopin+gabapentin it is really a good combination, the best I've found in 8 years of suffering. It does seem to increase my slow wave stage 3 sleep more than trazodone. my neurologist is an Phd/Md from MIT. I'm curious though if this heals the brain lesions from repeated hypoxic events
I was prescribed clonazepam/klonopin long term. How does it cause cognitive damage?
if the problem is glutamate excitotoxicity from high levels of glutamate then is there another way to treat that?
Benzos so many other things than just affect GABA and glutamate but those are the principal factors. I don't know of anyway to speed up the recovery of your GABA receptors. Its best to do any normal healing procedures- good diet, rest, stress reduction etc. Some things that have taken the edge off for me were l-Theanine an sometimes valerian root but overall I don't think there's anything that speeds up the process![]()