Jacque
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Hi All...I am new here.. my first chat room EVER after being ill for almost 40 years... Been diag with everything from RA, FM, CFS, Lupus, Chiari Malformation, Hashimotos, Lyme,ETC on my quest to find to find out what in the HELL is wrong with me...I have FINALLY hit the nail on the head thanks to Dr. Kogelnik. I saw him for the first time a few months ago and came home and wrote him a two page letter ( have NEVER done that and have seen prob over 100 docs since getting sick in early adolescence). The man is so humble, intelligent, and HONEST! He didn't even have to run anymore blood work on me to tell that I had ME. I am going for my first infusion of Rituxan this Monday. If you were to tell me 10 years ago that I was going to put Chemo into my body I would have told you you were NUTS...But I just like Irene have NO quality of live and live on my couch or bed... I am 51 and when I look at the average age of severe ME cases being 55 ... I figure I better get busy than wait around for the results. If my lifetime of suffering, agony, and judgement has been to be a part of a hopeful understanding and eventually cure of this THEIF of LIFE then ... I guess it would be worth it. Maybe my question of "why someone like me"? has finally been answered... and that is because you have the GUTS and fire to live and to help others.... Maybe the Rituxan will work ... maybe it won't... but I have to try. It is my understanding that a third see NO difference..a third get somewhat better...and a third get WELL... Crap at this point I would be happy with "somewhat".... I just want to be able to play with my new grandson! I also understand that you do not start to feel a difference until 6 to 12 weeks and there are relapses...and that is the challenge. The bone marrow pumps out new B cells beginning at 2 weeks after chemo...and the challenge is to keep those from getting reinfected... I asked Dr. K if I could take an Anti Viral in addition to the chemo and he was all for it... I am in LOVE with Dr. Kogelnik... I hesitated in going to see him because I have seen so many arrogant A HOLES in my life (even flew to MD to see Dr. Shoemaker...what a JOKE) but Dr. K is the REAL DEAL... Not in his EGO and on a mission to find out how to get us wonderful people back to LIFE.... I would not hesitate to see him if I were you!! I feel like an expert in this area... lol ;( If you are afraid to try the Rituxan the studies should be complete in about 1 1/2 years... and yes he does use Famvir and Valcyte also, however he told me that females especially get some yucky side effects from them. I will let you all know how my first infusion goes... I get 6 over 15 months! Stay tuned...and keep me posted on how all of you are doing!! Hugs... Jacque