Hi Wayne, Jen, SpecialK, Forebearance
Wow, feels like reunion! It's so nice to see y'all!! HopeI didn't leave anyone's name out, if so sorry, please forgive. My brain is scrambled by this point in this illness.
Yes it is very hard for me to post these days which is why I am not around much. I try to read and stay current, but navigating this website (as wonderful as it is) is cognitively difficult for me. I am still hanging in. Very tough. Still bedridden. Can no longer make it out regularly to appts. I am truly stumped about what to try next. I really think I need to try to work on treating secondary infections to knock those down as best I can.
I am one of the presumed "negatives" for XMRV in the trial but I am hearing through the grapevine that the blood draws may have been compromised and weren't ever processed by WPI. If so, understandable to protect the study. We will likely never know. The odd letter I received seemed worded so vague...mentioning negative yet then suggesting WPI may still be working on testing with it.
I need to reread it when my brain is more clear. It was a bad week for so many things. I am having to decide about what to do about my picc line. Think I have decided to have it removed on Friday. It has been in there for a year. Some say it can stay in as long as 4-5 yrs. I know someone online who says they have a friend who has had one for 8 yrs. But, the oncology center (where I have to get the weekly dressing changes) says for legal reasons they can't maintain it for me for more than a year. I am not able to maintain it myself. All options are out with help because of the controversy about risks of having it. Home nursing in my area will only do it if they are fully administering the treatment and the care, and they don't administer for anything controversial outside of provisional standards of care.
Its a stressful decision to make. I am so sick. Treatment not completed. Still displaced from my home. Not functionally care independent. Stress beyond belief. Things are a mess. Trying to get to the oncology center weekly for the mandatory dressing changes is more than I can physically manage. The oncology center says they will maintain the line if I get it reinstalled into the arm, but adapting to a new installation is very difficult. It would go into my right arm, my dominant arm, and I would lose use of that arm until past the rejection/acceptance period which for my body was about 2 months on the last line. Until we are back in our house again I just don't see it happening. Am afraid to do anything more that might tank me where I am not able to get back to my house when it is done.
My next step alternative, I think, is going to be trying NutraMedix AntiMicrobials for a while for interim treatment. I read on Lee Cowden, MD's facebook that he feels there are 4-5 different ones that test well for XMRV, Lyme, EBV...pretty much all the infections we are subject to plus yeast, mold, and parasites. Can't remember the names but will retrieve them from my notes and post for y'all. For those not familiar with Cowden, he is a cardiologist in Texas who is integrative medicine and known as an LLMD. He seems wicked smart. You can post on his FB page and ask questions. He generously shares his time to help patients like us. I think he is pretty much into teaching what he has learned and to create his legacy to medicine and chronic illness.
The good news is that my CD57 has come up from a 2 to 82 which is unbelievable as I had been told that patients below 40 don't usually respond well to treatment and that things looked pretty bad for me. My C4a was over 9800 and down to about 6200 so some improvement there. Still feel extremely toxic but have less days that I feel like I am dieing now.
I got a used Bemer3000Plus and think that has likely helped some too. Plus using an infrared mat with EMF protection on bed. It helps some with pain...more on cold days though....I think the heat from it keeps my muscles from spasming. Not sure if it is truly functioning more than a body size heating pad. It is a VitaMat, recommended by Dr.Klinghardt.
Yes you are right for what I have spent on treatment, could have gone for stemcell. But, wasn't possible. I am too weak to travel for one thing. And, was evaluated for it where GMA told me I am too sick and too high risk right now. Several GMA patients received stemcell (not in Panama) and some got worse. So, until the bugs are worked out of the process I was told I am not a candidate for it yet.
Not sure how the Cheney patients are doing with it. I emailed with Carol Sieverling, long time Cheney patient, and she went for it and was really struggling when I last emailed with her ...months ago. She was told there would be a down time with it. Hope she is through that phase.
The cost of my treatments at GMA were very high due to IV treatments..so yes there is an IV room there. They are very patient oriented so the IV room has several full size recliners with pillows and blankets for patient comfort. They even provide healthy snack crackers for those with long IVs. The nurses in the IV room are wonderful.
My interim treatment since then has been the Patricia Kane IV PK Protocol for Neuroimmune illnesses. It helped substantially with light and sound sensitivity, but nothing for fatigue, pain, or cognitive issues though it is supposed to work for that too. Didn't happen for me. There is an oral tablet version of it available online through BodyBio.com, including her book The DETOXX BOOK. Get the doctor version as the patient version is mostly recipes with some treatment summary info. I actually bought both.
The light and sound sensitivy improvement was huge for me. I had to wear sunglasses and earplugs in my house and was is tears in doctors offices with the flourscent lights. They had to turn them off. Transporting me anywhere is a nightmare. We had to get a minivan so I can lay in the back on memory foam pillows. The road vibration sets off my neurological issues.
Still EMF sensitive where talking on the phone is a challenge but can do it for short times now if I use the landline phone.
Oh also, have been doing Asyra testing scans....very interesting process....also an EIS scan (electrical interstitial scan).....similar to Zyto scans .....the new Startrekky scans to measure energy resonance with your organ functionng. Have been comparing it to blood lab results...seems consistent. Much information demonstrated extensively on youtube for those interested in learning more.
Also trying something new ....a last ditch thing that I am not quite ready to talk about unless I see results with it. Very woo~woo so science based folks won't be interested in it all. I am on last legs here......I would try the eye of newt if I thought it would help get me independently functional again.
What else....wanting try photon therapy and maybe some frequency treatment. GMA has forms of that equipment but tries to stay on the downlow about those as they are perceived as a bit woo~woo. But, hey heart and brain scans are measuring energy resonances so why not have applicable evaluations for other body functions?? It exists. It came out of the NASA space program. Had to ....they don't have Quest lab courier service up there
Well that is my update. Sorry to derail the thread a bit.
But back to XMRV....I will post the Cowden text on what he thinks XMRV will be responsive to. Worth a try. I don't know how we will measure success though when they can't accurately measure it.
Fondly,
JAM