more computer analogies
As a computer programmer, I often compare my situation with a too small defined memory buffer, where too much data is copied to. Many bits of information fall outside the buffer memory.
Previously, I had a very dynamic buffer...
Hello from a fellow computer programmer/software engineer! (well, I used to be one in a former life...I have not been able to work since 2000)
When telling my friends about my cognitive problems I've also used this example of limited buffer space. It's not as obvious a problem when talking with people. With social chit chat I don't have to remember every word and I can ask folks to repeat themselves. But I have a lot of trouble listening to radio news or weather reports.
When listening to the radio I can understand each individual word but I can't hold enough of the words in my memory to understand a full sentence. By the time they get to the end of a sentence I've forgotten what they said at the start of the sentence, to say nothing of the previous sentences. It feels like I'm trying to understand a foreign language that I barely know, e.g., I can understand a word or two but can't translate it in real time.
Fortunately, I can still read, and even understand what I've read, if I'm not too tired. When reading I can go at my own pace and re-read if I've missed something. Also, even before I got sick, I was always a lot better at absorbing information by reading it than by hearing it. I do feel quite lucky that I can still read because I have heard that some folks have brain fog so bad that they can't read a simple novel.
Another computer example I have used is that my stack overflows when I get interrupted. Any interrupt seems to erase all memory of whatever previous task I was doing. I told a former co-worker, in a joking voice, that my stack overflowed so easily that it felt like I had a stack depth of one. He laughed and said, "That's really more of a register, not a stack."
Also, my drop in IQ is ten times worse if I'm standing up. I'm able to think a lot more clearly when I'm sitting down, and even better if I'm resting in the recliner with my feet up or lying down. Before my NMH diagnosis (a type of Orthostatic Intolerance) I thought this was because it took more energy to stand (which may be true) but I believe a bigger factor is having low blood volume and not getting enough blood in the brain. (hypoperfusion has been shown in various research studies)
Going back to the original question, I should say that I don't really know for sure whether my IQ actually goes up or down. I've never done any formal tests. I just know that my ability to think clearly, from a subjective point of view (in addition to observations made by my very patient husband), has been affected by this illness. There are a lot of threads on this problem but can't seem to find them now (I remember talking about word finding problems, for example).
It can be quite frustrating! It's lucky that we can share our experiences here and discover that this is a common problem.