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differences between severe state and mitochondrial disease
recently, after 18 years with this disease, I have entered a state different from any previous state
I have had many crashes, but this is different.
I am 41 years old.
I officially suffer from POTS, autoimmune SFN (unfortunately untreated: I was treated with immunoglobulins for a while but for a few years now I haven't been able to find a doctor in Germany who wants to prescribe them for me). For an immunoabsorption, if I were to raise the 20,000 euros, I am on a Bell scale that is too low; the minimum in Germany is 30 on the Bell scale: that would wash away the autoantibodies that attack my small nerves.
Hashimoto's, early menopause, gastroparesis, neurogenic bladder, GERD, in short, all the things we develop as a consequence of ME!
An inherited thrombophilia (this is not a consequence of ME!) I take anticoagulants.
Suspected EDS.
CCI
MCAS, severe multiple chemical sensitivity.
My new symptoms are weakness in the eyes, blurred vision, muscle weakness, shortness of breath, feeling winded, and an extreme exacerbation of the feeling of having ‘acid’ in the muscles. Severe gastroparesis ( i take mestinon and prucalopride but its just getting worse and worse ) . Dizyness and lightspots in my eyes.
Currently, despite all my efforts, as I don't want to lose condition (what little I had), I am 100% bedridden and so exhausted that I can't even listen to podcasts, read, or watch a film.
I know that severe and very severe ME conditions lead to death. I have already lost many friends in this community and I am realistic: you don't usually get out of this condition once you are in it. I have more or less accepted my possible soon death and it does not cause me grief or martyrdom, but relieve: but I wonder if I don't have some neuromuscular disease or mitochondrial disorder, which is not ME?
In my test of how my mitochondria work, a catastrophe has come up. Is it typical of EM that our mitochondria don't work? I have heard that it is not a mitochondrial problem per se and the tests tend to come back fine.
I look forward to your answers and as always, I appreciate your being here. In all these years, just reading in these forums has helped me immensely, as well as meeting other people with my disease. I don't know what I would have done without this community.
recently, after 18 years with this disease, I have entered a state different from any previous state
I have had many crashes, but this is different.
I am 41 years old.
I officially suffer from POTS, autoimmune SFN (unfortunately untreated: I was treated with immunoglobulins for a while but for a few years now I haven't been able to find a doctor in Germany who wants to prescribe them for me). For an immunoabsorption, if I were to raise the 20,000 euros, I am on a Bell scale that is too low; the minimum in Germany is 30 on the Bell scale: that would wash away the autoantibodies that attack my small nerves.
Hashimoto's, early menopause, gastroparesis, neurogenic bladder, GERD, in short, all the things we develop as a consequence of ME!
An inherited thrombophilia (this is not a consequence of ME!) I take anticoagulants.
Suspected EDS.
CCI
MCAS, severe multiple chemical sensitivity.
My new symptoms are weakness in the eyes, blurred vision, muscle weakness, shortness of breath, feeling winded, and an extreme exacerbation of the feeling of having ‘acid’ in the muscles. Severe gastroparesis ( i take mestinon and prucalopride but its just getting worse and worse ) . Dizyness and lightspots in my eyes.
Currently, despite all my efforts, as I don't want to lose condition (what little I had), I am 100% bedridden and so exhausted that I can't even listen to podcasts, read, or watch a film.
I know that severe and very severe ME conditions lead to death. I have already lost many friends in this community and I am realistic: you don't usually get out of this condition once you are in it. I have more or less accepted my possible soon death and it does not cause me grief or martyrdom, but relieve: but I wonder if I don't have some neuromuscular disease or mitochondrial disorder, which is not ME?
In my test of how my mitochondria work, a catastrophe has come up. Is it typical of EM that our mitochondria don't work? I have heard that it is not a mitochondrial problem per se and the tests tend to come back fine.
I look forward to your answers and as always, I appreciate your being here. In all these years, just reading in these forums has helped me immensely, as well as meeting other people with my disease. I don't know what I would have done without this community.