I can't even get to where I can function and fully take care of myself. Does anybody have any ideas? I'm lost. Also kinda venting.
Tried prescribed modafinil, amphetamine, LDN, many forms of glutathione, all the mthfr stuff, my doc put me on low dose anabolic steroids, high dose T3 thyroid, mitocore, cox-2 inhibitors, injected b12 twice a week, got ketamine (calms down microglia, etc) injections from my doctor, all the EPA/DHA fatty acids, kratom, caffeine, TMS, tDCS, exercise, cutting out dairy and gluten, adrenal fatigue treatment. Also tried a lot of alternative medicine with multiple naturalpathic doctors. I've gotten nowhere.
I was studying cell and molecular biology in University before I had to give up. Then become obsessive about trying to fix it and used some of what I learned, mainly to seek out specialist and get new novel treatments. Insurance covered but probably spent $100k on medical. Nothing. Years. Its so bad I cant read more then 3 or 4 pages of a book or even do basic stuff except listening to music. Really hard to shower, etc. Its scary. The only thing I can think of is get a sleep study and I doubt it would help. Based on your experience what am I missing? Its so intense I don't want to be alive. Its like im drugged 24/7 and its really, really painful. Housebound etc. What do I do? What has helped you?
Tried prescribed modafinil, amphetamine, LDN, many forms of glutathione, all the mthfr stuff, my doc put me on low dose anabolic steroids, high dose T3 thyroid, mitocore, cox-2 inhibitors, injected b12 twice a week, got ketamine (calms down microglia, etc) injections from my doctor, all the EPA/DHA fatty acids, kratom, caffeine, TMS, tDCS, exercise, cutting out dairy and gluten, adrenal fatigue treatment. Also tried a lot of alternative medicine with multiple naturalpathic doctors. I've gotten nowhere.
I was studying cell and molecular biology in University before I had to give up. Then become obsessive about trying to fix it and used some of what I learned, mainly to seek out specialist and get new novel treatments. Insurance covered but probably spent $100k on medical. Nothing. Years. Its so bad I cant read more then 3 or 4 pages of a book or even do basic stuff except listening to music. Really hard to shower, etc. Its scary. The only thing I can think of is get a sleep study and I doubt it would help. Based on your experience what am I missing? Its so intense I don't want to be alive. Its like im drugged 24/7 and its really, really painful. Housebound etc. What do I do? What has helped you?