Arius
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I keep having these little mini episodes where I hyperventilate, moan, and my whole body spasms. I am compelled to thrash about like a fish in a bucket. The episodes only last a few seconds or so, and then I relax again. Sometimes it's like my whole body is trying to wring itself out like a sentient wet towel. I am barely in control of any of it. Even the moan isn't a choice, it just erupts from my lips. The episodes are always triggered by painful thoughts.
I'm sure anxiety and trauma are involved, and I think the episodes may be related to some numbness and tingling in my extremities as well, since both things - numbness, hyperventilation - only happen when I'm laying down.
I can't remember when it started, but I know it's been going on for more than a year now. It's worse when I'm stressed.
Anybody else get this? I'm not sure if it's a CFS/ME thing, or a trauma thing, or an anxiety thing, or all of the above.
And more importantly, is there anything I can do?
I'm sure anxiety and trauma are involved, and I think the episodes may be related to some numbness and tingling in my extremities as well, since both things - numbness, hyperventilation - only happen when I'm laying down.
I can't remember when it started, but I know it's been going on for more than a year now. It's worse when I'm stressed.
Anybody else get this? I'm not sure if it's a CFS/ME thing, or a trauma thing, or an anxiety thing, or all of the above.
And more importantly, is there anything I can do?