Hi Creekee, Thanks for asking.
Well.... I have made some improvements,( it depends what day you ask me). But i'm still not happy. I could be a lot better.
I should be grateful. Some symptoms have lessened considerably after 5 months of Abx.
For instance, I don't get that lack of oxygen feeling where I have to sit down every five minutes while doing something.
In fact, some days I can tick along all day if I take things easy. I couldn't do that before.
My gut feels better, and my cognitive ability has improved to the point where I can concentrate well. I have started painting (art) again because of this improvement.
(Some of the cognitive improvement I could probably attribute to the GAPS diet I had undertaken earlier).
In five months of treatment I have had about 3 separate periods of about a week each where I felt pretty much back to pre illness health.
It was great! For the first time in four years my body relaxed and felt free. I had no pain in these weeks.
But...it didn't last. My body cycles back into illness again. ( I should have diarised this for patterns).
I am still no better with exercise. I still crash badly if I overdo it. Same as before.
I still have pain like before, particularly in the morning.
The symptom which has got worse is my muscles locking up while I am asleep, generally in my neck, shoulders, back and chest. And of course this affects my sleep quality.
So... all in all, many better days, which I didn't have before, but still many bad days, some spent in bed.
I should be happy for the improvements but i'm an ungrateful shit. Life is still difficult and my health still fragile.
I want nothing less than my old body back.
I'm really confused as to whether I should continue Abx up to 12 months. I don't know if I sounded convinced about the whole lyme thing before, but now i'm undecided.( It changes weekly).