Urgency
First off let me state so people can understand: I am 50 years old, and I am not nearly so severely affected as people like Parvo and CBS. Nothing life-threatening going on with me. At the moment.
When the XMRV discovery emerged last year I honestly thought that things would progress quickly: first replication or not, then proof of cause or not, trials to tweak round treatment plans for existing antiretrovirals which might be very helpful even if XMRV was not causal, then governments organise for AIDS clinics and specialists to treat us. The 7th Cavalry were heading over the brow of the hill. Treatments in 2-3 years if it works out. Whoopee.
I couldn’t have been more wrong – the science is clearly more difficult than I naively expected and the science politics and in-fighting certainly more vicious. I don’t know what is a reasonable time estimate now we have seen the way things are progressing. Five to ten years? Trench warfare all the way, even if XMRV is IT.
Finally I get to the point.
I don’t want to get better when I’m seventy, if I last that long.
If I get better at sixty, even if most of the damage is reversible, after 18 years of inactivity, I will be a mess. How can I get fit enough and strong enough for hiking, at sixty? Start low and go slow, and expect injuries (I used to get knee, ankle and hip problems etc etc when I was fit and in my 30s and early 40s). The mental/emotional side will take some getting over too (I know, I’ve had a remission).
So even for cases like me whose lives are not in danger yet, who just have a non-life in the waiting room, my demand is urgency.
(Cort, stop reading here please, you’re going to disagree, and I know you’re going to disagree!
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I’m not American, and I hadn’t taken much interest in the politics or the CAA. At that time when I thought XMRV was going to be the answer or not the answer and that we would know quickly, I thought the CAA’s research approach sounded good. They were ‘plan B’, doing fundamental research well so that if XMRV wasn’t IT there would be other science going on to keep up the momentum.
Then we had all the political studies, the negative ‘quickies’, then the Alter/Lo paper confirmed the WPI, although it made it clear that things were more complex than we thought.
Today I think that the CAA’s research programme is responding to the demands of scientists for careful slow progress with a difficult disease. That’s not what I want as a patient. I want the CAA and anyone else who can to throw their weight fully behind finding out whether XMRV is IT, as quickly as possible, while I still have a chance of benefitting from the knowledge. It’s a double-or-nothing strategy, not a conservative one, but I want a cure for my generation, if its possible, not the next generation or the one after that.
I want to have some more life before I die, that's all I’m waiting around for.
So I say CAA should fund as much XMRV research as it can, now, and sort this out one way or another as quickly as possible. The US government are going to take a long time to turn around, and the UK even longer. Biobanks aren’t enough. Give the money to the WPI if they are best placed to do the honest, quality research.
I don’t have time to wait and there are plenty sicker than me.
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My first 'political' post. Good job its the middle of the night for most people.