@Aerose91,
A brief switch to diazepam was horrible. Respectfully, I disagree with the 'taper the drug as slowly as possible'. It is poison, and extremely harsh to taper. I am already 'scathed'.
Im sorry you had trouble with diazepam. Maybe sticking with klonopin is best since it has a long half life. I know where your head is at; the stuff is horrible and you just want off- thats exactly what i thought and i paid the price for it. Im telling you, as shitty as it is you're saving yourself so much pain by not going cold turkey.
Dont think so? I was on ativan for only 2 weeks. When i went c/t i had over 70 symptoms- just a few were; 20 hour long panic attacks, i slept 4-5 hours/week for at least 3 months and my sleep has never recovered, tinnitus so loud i could hear it over movies in a movie theater, intense dissociation, i only saw black and white for a couple months, then everything with a pastel like filter after that, i would dig through dumpsters looking for trash, i thought i had been kidnapped in my sleep and placed on another planet and my friends were "in on it", cold felt hot and hot felt cold, deep suicidal depression..... thats just a FEW. And they were all at the same time along with over 60 more. Hell, i still have tinnitus so bad there are days im going crazy because it never stops. I may likely never recover from this, yet everyone i know who tapered eventually recovered
I know how badly you want off it because it IS damaging and you feel it but i assure you just cutting it out will make it worse. It's hard to keep doing something like that. Its borerline criminal that these doctors dont know how dangerous benzos are but unfortunately they dont. Stay the course, you will eventually come out the other side and recover