Hope123....Yep! That's me! (for several years prior to Antivirals) Couldn't read (former voracious reader...would read the same page or two over and over again with little comprehension)...balance checkbook (actually couldn't even WRITE out a check...let alone balance my account!), couldn't figure out how to follow a "pattern" or instructions for tasks (stuff like a knitting pattern, or a recipe...these were like reading another language! very frustrating).
Couldn't problem solve or multi-task, couldn't sort my mail...my list goes on and on. It felt like a combo of attention span/memory/cognitive....could not seem to "grasp" what people were telling me.
About 1.5 yrs. into the Acyclovir, it felt like a veil lifted. AND I also have Chronic Enteroviruses...chronic Shingles!
I'd kill to have a fMRI (wanted a SPECT...but I believe the functional MRI may be better)...COVERED/allowed by my Insurance Co.! I pleaded with my Neurologist to request one...no way. He'll give me all the "regular" MRI's I want...they just show a few white spots...I want to see decreased blood-flow!
What I DO notice now, is that during PEM or a crash, I have occaisional moments when I feel as though a part of my brain has been erased...I draw a complete and total BLANK, for a few seconds. It always takes me by surprise!
And I still experience some trouble with word finding/word substitution/spelling. I force myself to work on crossword puzzles as much as I can (but only in pencil, now!)...and I find Jig-saw puzzles work my brain, as well.
When it came time to dismantle my artificial Christmas tree...I stared at it and announced to my family "Looks like it's time to take that refrigerator apart!" (the worst of it was it APPEARED as a refrigerator...for a split second!)
My favorite part of the improvement is that I can finally hold my own again, in a friendly argument with my husband!
jackie