I had MS symptoms 32 years ago - but it has come back - specifically scary vision problems (world seems distant, I'm in a daze, as if detached from reality, like I'm drunk).... It is not derealization, but is strictly connected to sleep deprivation and fatigue... My brain does not have the physical strength it seems to process the word around me. I get very scared. I use valium to calm me down - but only occasionally (and no, the valium does not create these symptoms. My doctors do not listen, do not understand, not interested ... I think I need an antidepressant to keep my mood up and preventing the psyeudo-suicidal thoughts I had 32 years ago. Back then I was 20 - now I'm a 54 year old teacher - but I can't handle this reoccurance. Can anyone help me?