Thanks for the responses guys!
Ok, so I only did the low dose Lexapro for a month, started having trouble with my legs becoming sluggish and didn't feel better so I got off it and the leg thing cleared, but it seemed like I was a little worse afterwards and felt like I was passing out walking around (BP would be around 100/60 +- 10). The 33 felt pretty bad, but I was also laying down. It seems to go to 90/40 laying down, been trying to up salt intake. Saw a cardio for it, echo and something else was clear and the tilt table was clear as I didn't faint or drop BP, but had a HR of 120 most of the time.
CBC, TSH T3 T4 and antibodies, ACTH 2x, ANA, EBV, CMV, Urinanalysis, GTT (Which I should've failed, but the doctor ignored a low between data points...), Parasite, Western Blt Lyme (No pain anyways, yet), IGE Test, POC Chem, CT scan, MRI, Xray, Hep panel, Celiac, Lymph Node biopsied (Was enlarged, but benig and not swolen), HIV, Ferritin was 73, CK, and then some naturalpath tests. All of these were negative except the EBV which....
The EBV showed Ab-VCA and Ab-IgG were above 8 (High), but tested again later and were about gone. I don't remember having mono at any point, no fever, aches would have been a day or two at most, no lymph nodes, and no sore throat.
My ACTH's were confusing; The first went 17 base to 23 with acth of 8, the second a year later, during a crash, went from 4.8, to 16, to 25 with an ACTH of 10, but there was a base of 8 cortisol done the next day. The head scans didn't report tumors, but maybe they didn't look?
And lastly, I'm stuck in Alaska, I'm home with parents, but there's no way I can fly, when I crash my body shuts off and I can barely move, so I'm stuck in Alaska, last year I flew to seattle semi ok for Virginia Mason (Total flop). I did a trip to Anchorage, and have a NP helping me now, but without a direction I'm stuck.
*Edit, possibly relevant. When I was 12 I failed the tuberculosis PPD skin test and had a granuloma in my lung. Did INH for 9 months and had some weird problems after that, but nothing like the last couple years, not even close.