All I want to do is cycle again! If I ever get better I will spend a year cycling - that is my dream and that dream keeps me going ...
I would love to be able to cycle again - not competitively, but just to have that independence again - to be mobile other than just walking to the shops once a week, with rests before and after.
I initially kept cycling after becoming ill, trying to get fit, which was of course exactly the wrong thing to do, but without enough income to run a car any more I didn't have much choice.
I kept a bike in my shed for some time before I admitted to myself that I might as well give it away and stop kidding myself.
Then one day in recent years I had a sudden surge of energy after starting a new supplement and started dreaming about getting mobile again. But as we so often find, the surge didn't last. It was a lovely feeling while it did.
On the other hand, the fact that our bodies can suddenly start working properly - even if just for a few hours - means that it is not permanently broken. We just need to find the key/switch/fuel/whatever it is to get it functioning again. I had been ill for at least 15 years when I had my 'surge'.