Here's what happened. I took it..and had a total panic attack. The side effects are ALL OVER THE MEDICINE. The sheets they send you. IT's enough to make you not want to take it. One of the side effects that scared me is....take it while laying down you will be out in less than 15 minutes...well, something about that scared the shit out of me plus, I thought what if I have to get up and go to the bathroom? Well, I didn't take the full amount and didn't go to sleep in 15 minutes. Because...I was scared to take full amount.
Another major thing about this med that scares me...that coming off of it...the withdrawl can be horrible. You crave it. Well, you may say...why would you want to come off of it? Um....because. Just in case. It's the most highly controlled substance and dangerous. That =panic attack.
The main side effects are night wetting, nausea, vomitting, diarrhea, yikes.......and mental disturbance.
But here is what happened after I took it...I felt this sensation...it was weird. Like everything was winding down and it went over my whole body. I had a photo of my dad close to my chest because I was scared and I feel he looks over me. He's no longer alive. I totally fell asleep with that photo on me. I woke up 4 hours later...with that photo on me. I was out.
This guy writes that when you take it it's like there is no time. You take it and you are out. Yes, but it wears off in 4 hours. I find that disturbing because you have to get up and take it again. You are supposed to set an alarm to get up and take it again. I didn't. No alarm needed. And, when I woke up...I felt hyper a little. But I took it again at about 6 am. I fell asleep around 2 am or before, I am thinking.
I then woke up in laughter at 9. I was having a dream and laughing. That was strange. My laughing woke me up!!
I don't know if any of this is good, but I can say this....I am tired. I don't feel awake yet completely. I was thinking I would wake up all bushytailed and smiles. No. I am beat. I want to stay in bed and watch TV or just do nothing.
So, yeah...I am worried about a few things. Is this something I won't be able to come off of. Will it make me depressed? Will I wake up after 4 hours and need to take it again. I like to sleep. I don't like waking up. I want to sleep through a night.
Even though my sleep sucks due to pain and other things...when I do sleep, I sleep. I sleep like 8 hours straight. I like that.
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LaurelW -did you have a hard time coming off of this and what was your experience? I can say this much....my pain is less right now. I was in pain last night...major. Right now it's less.
I still feel anxious about the whole thing. IT's a whole new world. They have nurses to call tomorrow and people you can talk to who are on it. To help you through it. I am going to utilize that.