Hi Tania, can you elaborate on your bad experiences with lamictal??
Many thanks!
My overseas boyfriend while seeing him, took me to this doctor who turned out he didnt know a thing about ME/CFS, he believed it was all in peoples heads but he didnt tell me that, (made out he was understanding and knew things while he just believed I had bipolar thou I'd been seeing ME/CFS specialists for years and it was the first time I'd been to him).
He convinced the new boyfriend at the time (well before this we'd been dating online.. so new to being physically together) that he could "fix me" which of cause my boyfriend wanted and he put me on a trial of Celexa and Lamotrigine (both in low doses), which my boyfriend at that time made me take. I had one of the meds in the morning and the other one at night when I went to bed.
Unfortunately both caused me big issues (I could tell I was reacting badly to both as I'd get one lot of side affects and then hit with the second lot of side effects).
I developed a rash across my chest which was spreading can happen with Lamotrigine and can be a life threatening issue from it
http://www.blackdoginstitute.org.au/docs/Lamotrigineassociatedrash.pdf , so it had to be stopped as soon as that happened. Anyone who is about to take this drug should be aware of this rash to look out for (the doctor had warned me and told me to stop if i developed a rash)
There were other symptoms too but I now cant remember which group of symptoms related to which med (the rash developed on the second day or close to the third day, I stopped the med immediately due to this rash as doctor said (but I wasnt planning to continue anyway as other symptoms were soo bad too) , so no more med was taken once it started (it was quite a bad rash right over chest and spreading)
Any way.. what was happening is I lost my ability to even pour myself a cup of tea... one of the meds screwed up my coordination so badly... I couldnt poor water into a cup. All my ME/CFS started getting worst.
The other med..
turned me almost psychotic.. I like developed this state where I wanted to rip and see huge chunks of flesh coming from my boyfriends of that time back and would of attacked if I hadnt fought to keep myself in check.. I wanted to see him multilated. I literally was going crazy due to one of the meds. I seriously think had I stayed on it, I could of ended up murdering someone.
Then to top that off.. the med of those two I had to take at night which was supposed to also help me sleep.. made me hyper in a bad way (that may of been the one which made me want to seriously be hurting my partner??). When the other one I was taking in the morning.. left me feeling even more tired and exhausted then I was normally to the point where i went from hardly functional, to having no function at all.
I ended up dumping that boyfriend for it all, (thou he was sorry by then what he'd done, cause he saw what a severe reaction I got from those meds (it really freaked him out so bad he was frantically ringing the doctor due to it making me so bad.. no functional ability at all and he couldnt disbelieve it was in my head then, that I had issues with drugs due to seeing the rash which could of been very serious)..but I didnt forgive him.
he should of listened to me that i had issues with drugs (I had bad MCS at the time too) and not went along with that doctor trying to trick me and put me throu all that... and so I fled NZ (after I recovered enough to come home.. some strangers took me in in the meantime as I had no where to go.. The NZ people were great) and came back to Australia as soon as I was able to do so. I felt betrayed by both him and that doctor.
The new zealand doctor which did that to me.. not due to what he did to me, I never put in a complaint.. but a year later actually got his medical licence removed from doing some bad things to people and also for fraud. On hearing about that.. I was happy!! Idiot doctor. Good riddance!!
The well known NZ specialist was going to see me and was going to squeeze me in, I'd spoken to her before I left Australia.. but due to what happened with that boyfriend and that GP (who knew nothing of ME) ... I never ended up getting to her due to all the drama (of ending up on the street in a strange country while having bad ME/CFS ). It was all very traumatic, just came home as soon as I was able to.