@SmokinJoeFraz93
If you're feeling calmer, believe me, it isn't the valerian and passion flower that's doing it, at least in my experience with them. They stimulate and down-regulate the GABAa receptors and caused me a
lotttttt of problems. Oral GABA has a hard time crossing the BBB, so I doubt that's it either. My money's on the magnesium.
Klonopin is possibly the most horrendous drug ever to be foisted on the general public in the name of healing. It's absolutely the devil and should be avoided at almost any cost.
Absolutely the best way to deal with imbalanced glutamate/GABA, and in my experience, the only way that really works, along with mag glycinate.
I'd seriously consider stopping. In a normal system, glutamic acid may convert to GABA and / or glutamate, depending on the system's needs. But with a GABA problem, it will definitely convert to glutamate, making your life merry hell.
GLutamic acid is by definition a free amino, many of which, but especially this one, can cause problems. It isn't, strictly speaking, glutamate. Glutamate is glutamic acid to which a mineral ion has been attached. If that's sodium, the glutamic acid becomes sodium glutamate, and I believe the same is true of calcium and glutamic acid.
Either way, your body produces a good amount of glutamic acid on its own and really doesn't need to be supplemented with it. The fact that you're having these responses would seem to indicate that you may be having a problem with GABA conversion even with your own endogenous production. Adding more is like throwing kerosene on a fire.
As has been noted over and over again, because it's such a brilliant metaphor, in nearly every discourse on calcium and glutamate,, glutamate is the gun, calcium is the bullet. It opens calcium channels and stimulates the NMDA responses, and bingo, you've got rampant, overstimulated glutamate, with consequential GABA problems.
Magnesium saved my life, without exaggeration, and I can't recommend it highly enough. I pulled myself out of an endless, nearly year-long loop of horrific, mind-numbing, chest ripping, heart stopping daily series panic/anxiety attacks by dosing with 50 mgs of mag every hour, sometimes sooner, and finally brought them under control, and then got rid of them pretty much entirely.
To avoid the gastro side effects of high doses of mag (I was taking as much as 800-1200 mgs a day at my worst), I used chelated magnesium, mag glycinate by
Solgar. They're the only source of tablet form, 100 mg mag I could find, and it worked a miracle for me. Also, because it's oblong in shae, it's very easy to cut in half into 50 mg doses.
Give it a try. I think it may help you.