hurtingallthetimet
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id posted about going to my kids graduation and lunch after...i still dont regret it..i crashed of course..but woke up today feeling so much more worse...feel feverish...and im at 99.0 right now..usual 97.6 or so but even if get 98.0 i feel like a i have a bad fever...98.0 now to me is like 101 when i was healthy...
i hurt all over...im crying...not in a good place...so tired of crashing...i felt really really bad because i bascailly was crying very hard and praying and asking God why do i have to go through this? why does notihing good ever happen? thats what i felt bad about....i konw i shouldnt question God...but im tired of being sick...tired if i do anything at all...i crash after...been laying down as usual off and on...its weird my legs will hurt so badly...ive been diagnosed with restless legs and doctors explained me feeling need to move legs at night or them jerking...but they hurt and ache so badly its like i have to get up during day to to move around...really hadnt thought of restless legs other than a night issue...
just venting...and also guess the guilt of being upset to God makes me feel badly as a person...
i hurt all over...im crying...not in a good place...so tired of crashing...i felt really really bad because i bascailly was crying very hard and praying and asking God why do i have to go through this? why does notihing good ever happen? thats what i felt bad about....i konw i shouldnt question God...but im tired of being sick...tired if i do anything at all...i crash after...been laying down as usual off and on...its weird my legs will hurt so badly...ive been diagnosed with restless legs and doctors explained me feeling need to move legs at night or them jerking...but they hurt and ache so badly its like i have to get up during day to to move around...really hadnt thought of restless legs other than a night issue...
just venting...and also guess the guilt of being upset to God makes me feel badly as a person...