SmokinJoeFraz93
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If you are unable to read the opening part, please scroll down where you’ll find my symptoms in bullet points. They’re split in two sections; Symptoms that first appeared when I became unwell with ME/CFS and symptoms I have to this present day.
When I got diagnosed with ME/CFS in 2015, I put all my symptoms under the umbrella of ME/CFS, whether neurological or physical. However, after doing research and looking into my neurological and psychological state, something isn’t quite adding up, unless of course - the symptoms I am about to mention are indeed that of ME/CFS.
The symptoms I first started having were rapid neurological/behavioral changes accompanied by muscle fatigue, dizziness upon standing and muscle jerks. THAT IS IT. Other symptoms followed later.
I had started boxing (sparring three times a week) in the hope to get fit and shed some weight before I started suffering intense muscle fatigue throughout my entire body upon exertion and doing simple tasks such as combing my hair or beard. (I think I’ve found an answer for my muscle fatigue through looking at my genetics, which I’ll save for a different day, as it concerns a different pathology.)
FIRST SYMPTOMS THAT APPEARED:
. Extreme fear of going boxing and sparring to the point of crying
. self isolation
. Couldn’t make eye contact without getting angry
. Anorexia-like behaviors / eating at set times
. Confusion - Simple tasks such as doing my shopping list would be highly stressful and extremely agitated. I also stopped telling my girlfriend at the time that I loved her as I became so disconnected that I became confused as to how I felt or what love was.
. Religious paranoia - I was a devout Christian, and had incredible faith in god. But I rapidly became fearful that god was talking to me through scripture, TV or even people, which would make my conscience heightened, which in turn made me confused to the point where I thought I was going to get admitted to a psych ward/sectioned.
. Muscle twitches/jerks
SYMPTOMS NOW;
. Short term memory loss - (Unable to recollect what I’ve just learnt or read - always asking for people to repeat themselves because I hadn’t heard clearly or my brain hasn’t registered what they’ve said).
. Unable to spell words or say phrases that I could perform much easier previously.
. Paranoia - I don’t trust ANYONE (family included); I worry that the government are watching me so that they can take my disability benefit away; (Paranoia doesn’t occur every day, but it’s often and has become more regular since the onset of these neurological symptoms).
I don’t know whether this symptom comes under paranoia or not, but I feel my younger brother is going to die, and it’s inevitable that it’s going to happen and no human being can change it. Every time my mother phones me, my body reacts in dread that I’m going to hear that my brother has died.
. Autisitic-like behaviors - Diagnosis was questionable before, but now I’m expressing ASD symptoms such as routines, obsessed with saving the little money I do have (parting with money scares me), rigid interests and lack of eye contact to the point where I’m wearing sunglasses in public.
. Emotional unstable - One minute I want ’this’, the next I want ‘that’. One might use the term “confused”.
. Unable to do simple math/bills which I could do before.
. Forgetting my line of thought.
. Miss-reading words.
. Occasional de-ja-vu.
. Irritability and snap quickly (especially when shopping or when hearing annoying sounds such as people talking or the noise of a door shutting.
. Night terrors (I’m unaware of them) & talking in my sleep - My partner says Im always talking in my sleep. She’s actually convinced that I’m awake, but I ain’t awake.
. Easily startled.
. Clumsiness.
. Hearing sounds that aren’t there - I’ll hear my phone notification when a constant noise is present such as a hood of a cooker, but when I look at my phone, there’s no notification; Hearing my cat meow, but when I check there’s no cat there.
I don’t know whether autonomic functions are classed as neurological, but I’ll mention this symptom anyway;
. Lack of sweat - Ain't sweat in nearly five years under any circumstances.
I‘d be grateful if anyone had any input. Thanks.
When I got diagnosed with ME/CFS in 2015, I put all my symptoms under the umbrella of ME/CFS, whether neurological or physical. However, after doing research and looking into my neurological and psychological state, something isn’t quite adding up, unless of course - the symptoms I am about to mention are indeed that of ME/CFS.
The symptoms I first started having were rapid neurological/behavioral changes accompanied by muscle fatigue, dizziness upon standing and muscle jerks. THAT IS IT. Other symptoms followed later.
I had started boxing (sparring three times a week) in the hope to get fit and shed some weight before I started suffering intense muscle fatigue throughout my entire body upon exertion and doing simple tasks such as combing my hair or beard. (I think I’ve found an answer for my muscle fatigue through looking at my genetics, which I’ll save for a different day, as it concerns a different pathology.)
FIRST SYMPTOMS THAT APPEARED:
. Extreme fear of going boxing and sparring to the point of crying
. self isolation
. Couldn’t make eye contact without getting angry
. Anorexia-like behaviors / eating at set times
. Confusion - Simple tasks such as doing my shopping list would be highly stressful and extremely agitated. I also stopped telling my girlfriend at the time that I loved her as I became so disconnected that I became confused as to how I felt or what love was.
. Religious paranoia - I was a devout Christian, and had incredible faith in god. But I rapidly became fearful that god was talking to me through scripture, TV or even people, which would make my conscience heightened, which in turn made me confused to the point where I thought I was going to get admitted to a psych ward/sectioned.
. Muscle twitches/jerks
SYMPTOMS NOW;
. Short term memory loss - (Unable to recollect what I’ve just learnt or read - always asking for people to repeat themselves because I hadn’t heard clearly or my brain hasn’t registered what they’ve said).
. Unable to spell words or say phrases that I could perform much easier previously.
. Paranoia - I don’t trust ANYONE (family included); I worry that the government are watching me so that they can take my disability benefit away; (Paranoia doesn’t occur every day, but it’s often and has become more regular since the onset of these neurological symptoms).
I don’t know whether this symptom comes under paranoia or not, but I feel my younger brother is going to die, and it’s inevitable that it’s going to happen and no human being can change it. Every time my mother phones me, my body reacts in dread that I’m going to hear that my brother has died.
. Autisitic-like behaviors - Diagnosis was questionable before, but now I’m expressing ASD symptoms such as routines, obsessed with saving the little money I do have (parting with money scares me), rigid interests and lack of eye contact to the point where I’m wearing sunglasses in public.
. Emotional unstable - One minute I want ’this’, the next I want ‘that’. One might use the term “confused”.
. Unable to do simple math/bills which I could do before.
. Forgetting my line of thought.
. Miss-reading words.
. Occasional de-ja-vu.
. Irritability and snap quickly (especially when shopping or when hearing annoying sounds such as people talking or the noise of a door shutting.
. Night terrors (I’m unaware of them) & talking in my sleep - My partner says Im always talking in my sleep. She’s actually convinced that I’m awake, but I ain’t awake.
. Easily startled.
. Clumsiness.
. Hearing sounds that aren’t there - I’ll hear my phone notification when a constant noise is present such as a hood of a cooker, but when I look at my phone, there’s no notification; Hearing my cat meow, but when I check there’s no cat there.
I don’t know whether autonomic functions are classed as neurological, but I’ll mention this symptom anyway;
. Lack of sweat - Ain't sweat in nearly five years under any circumstances.
I‘d be grateful if anyone had any input. Thanks.