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Another sign that I observed in a friend in the period before she killed herself is that, though previously she had seemed depressed, she became "happy."
Only later did we realize that she was happy because she had made a firm plan for "escape."
In the days before she killed herself she gave no hint of her plans. Now I am aware that this change of mood, may not mean that the person has been about to come to terms with their problems, but that they have "seen the light at the end of the tunnel."
Sushi