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Hello i have posted on here before asking the same question but feel as if inposted it on the wrong thread so here it goes i am going to tell you all why i am here & please dont judge me for some of the things i am going to share..
I am a 22 yr old male who’s life has hit rock bottom this year...Now i am a bodybuilder who developed a bad sinus infection the beginnig this year which i at the time was going through severe depression & struggled with cocaine addiction (dumb i know) now i iwas given a zpack for the sinus infrction & i started having bad heartburn like constantly to the point where i had to see a gastroenterologist & have an endoscopy done & it was just mild inactive gastritis
So here goes again another sinus infection & this time i am giving amoxicilin & my gut was pretty much f***** same thing i was suffering with depression doing cocaine, methaphetamine & drinking alot to cope with the stress, at my highest weight i was at 172 & lost alot of fat & muscle mass my lowest down to 153.. i have had all sorts of digestive issues & i’ve have some symptoms of cfs thing is i dont have this PEM i am still able to workout & work full time but now this anxiety has gotten so bad that im scared to even go to the gym :thumbdown:
Now i do have a viral infection HPV i have a visable wart on my groin area & i heard Warts only show on someone who has a weak immune system, im bisexual & i hook with both sexes & ive been tested negative for HIV also i was diagnosed pre diabetic as my fasting glucose was 101 & type 2 diabetes runs in bothsides of my family i was tested negative for antibodies for Epstein-Barr & have never had lyme disease
I do have some minor energy swings somedays & now i havent really got a flu in years but last time i cought a cold was back last december & this February, i am able to tolerate alcohol, i’ve read about food intolerances & leaky gut & idk if i have any all i notice GI wise is my stomach gurgles alot!!! Now i would say i have normal bm movements but sometimes diarrhea rarely constipation
I have been suffering from horrifying anxiety on & off since the episode early this year. i feel like my body is always fearing for the worst & depression i just feel like something is wrong with me & doctors cant find out :thumbdown:
Its just i had read about cfs & how these things can lead up to it & i am just so scared i’ve seen how horrible this disease is & i pray for all of you its horrifying to see how people suffer with this... i just need some reassurance i am worrying myself sick...
I am a 22 yr old male who’s life has hit rock bottom this year...Now i am a bodybuilder who developed a bad sinus infection the beginnig this year which i at the time was going through severe depression & struggled with cocaine addiction (dumb i know) now i iwas given a zpack for the sinus infrction & i started having bad heartburn like constantly to the point where i had to see a gastroenterologist & have an endoscopy done & it was just mild inactive gastritis
So here goes again another sinus infection & this time i am giving amoxicilin & my gut was pretty much f***** same thing i was suffering with depression doing cocaine, methaphetamine & drinking alot to cope with the stress, at my highest weight i was at 172 & lost alot of fat & muscle mass my lowest down to 153.. i have had all sorts of digestive issues & i’ve have some symptoms of cfs thing is i dont have this PEM i am still able to workout & work full time but now this anxiety has gotten so bad that im scared to even go to the gym :thumbdown:
Now i do have a viral infection HPV i have a visable wart on my groin area & i heard Warts only show on someone who has a weak immune system, im bisexual & i hook with both sexes & ive been tested negative for HIV also i was diagnosed pre diabetic as my fasting glucose was 101 & type 2 diabetes runs in bothsides of my family i was tested negative for antibodies for Epstein-Barr & have never had lyme disease
I do have some minor energy swings somedays & now i havent really got a flu in years but last time i cought a cold was back last december & this February, i am able to tolerate alcohol, i’ve read about food intolerances & leaky gut & idk if i have any all i notice GI wise is my stomach gurgles alot!!! Now i would say i have normal bm movements but sometimes diarrhea rarely constipation
I have been suffering from horrifying anxiety on & off since the episode early this year. i feel like my body is always fearing for the worst & depression i just feel like something is wrong with me & doctors cant find out :thumbdown:
Its just i had read about cfs & how these things can lead up to it & i am just so scared i’ve seen how horrible this disease is & i pray for all of you its horrifying to see how people suffer with this... i just need some reassurance i am worrying myself sick...
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