Almost six months since the ''Manuscript is almost finished''
There are many things I don't know, but I do know this :- They are comfortably detached from our suffering. They don't care, they really don't. I don't care what Avi Nath says. I know Brian Wallit thinks this illness is psychosomatic. He has said so in the past, and when did you ever hear one of those change their mind ?
How can you say on May 4th 2022 that ''we have several treatment options in mind'' and then hear nothing for almost a year ? That's cruel isn't it ?
Perpetual misery has taken away more than I thought I had. Even a cure cannot save me now, but I want to get to the finish line. I want to see what is on the other side of that mountain. I just want to feel like me again. Is that possible. I became poorly when I was 24yrs of ago. I am now 52yrs old. Imagine making it to old age and then having to fight all the ailments that come with old age, and this illness as well ? There is no possibility of me being able to walk through that fire.
I can barely walk. I feel like I might pass out at any moment. Yet still I stand. I just want to know. I just want to be there. Those ''consistent biological abnormalities'' are mine, but I want to share them with the world. I want them to know what I did, and how I fought. Twenty eight years. They can only possibly imagine.
I recently looked at my diary of some twenty five years standing : March 6th 2008 -'' all hope rests on Montoya's findings due to be released in August'' Remember that ?
Come on Avi Nath. If as you say, ''Covid has pretty much taken over my life'' perhaps you can give us the chance to live ours once more. Release those results. The trial was ended early almost three years ago. In no world is that acceptable. If you really cared you'd step down and let others take the lead.
There are many things I don't know, but I do know this :- They are comfortably detached from our suffering. They don't care, they really don't. I don't care what Avi Nath says. I know Brian Wallit thinks this illness is psychosomatic. He has said so in the past, and when did you ever hear one of those change their mind ?
How can you say on May 4th 2022 that ''we have several treatment options in mind'' and then hear nothing for almost a year ? That's cruel isn't it ?
Perpetual misery has taken away more than I thought I had. Even a cure cannot save me now, but I want to get to the finish line. I want to see what is on the other side of that mountain. I just want to feel like me again. Is that possible. I became poorly when I was 24yrs of ago. I am now 52yrs old. Imagine making it to old age and then having to fight all the ailments that come with old age, and this illness as well ? There is no possibility of me being able to walk through that fire.
I can barely walk. I feel like I might pass out at any moment. Yet still I stand. I just want to know. I just want to be there. Those ''consistent biological abnormalities'' are mine, but I want to share them with the world. I want them to know what I did, and how I fought. Twenty eight years. They can only possibly imagine.
I recently looked at my diary of some twenty five years standing : March 6th 2008 -'' all hope rests on Montoya's findings due to be released in August'' Remember that ?
Come on Avi Nath. If as you say, ''Covid has pretty much taken over my life'' perhaps you can give us the chance to live ours once more. Release those results. The trial was ended early almost three years ago. In no world is that acceptable. If you really cared you'd step down and let others take the lead.