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Dear All!

First sorry for my English, I’m not a native speaker, but I try to express myself as I can, I think you could understand.

Let me write about a method, which could make me a full recovery from this terrible illness.
It’s a cognitive behaviorical active imagination technic, what I try to introduce and explain.

I made also all of the circles, what you made almost everybody here. It’s just terrible, because this illness is not yet accepted and discoverd by doctors and scientist in general, as a disease, as it is really appers in the reality in the life of the patients. We have or had very bad times with it. I tried almost everything from suppliers to other medicines, but the real solutions was coming not from outside as I supposed.

After visiting several infection specialist, who were bounded just to their protocolls, and they couldn’t do anything, I had a deal with my mother, to beside searching for the causative agent of this ilness, which was for me obviously coming form a virus infection, she wanted me to go to my previous psychologist, cause I have had several psychological problems connected with this terrible illness.

This psychologist is in fact a psychooncolgist specialised psychologist, working with people suffering from non mental related diseases, but have also some patients who has not physically, just mental illness. So my mother bring me to this psychologist, cause all my previously existed mental problems, OCD, anxiety symptomes for instance become more intensive during ths fatigue sensorical overload symptome.

My cd4 / cd8 ratio was very bad, I had just under limit the lymphocite count from the beginning of this illness. I felt very weak myself, spent in the bad my time all day, I had the feeling, that I’m very „small” inside, I felt my immune system, as a self imagination, it was looking like for me that my immune system shrinked back to a level of a little child. I couldn’t do with this anything, doctos neither. I found the webpage „accidentally” for my bigest relavation, what hip, the one of the main member here created. I think he saved my life, because now I know what it is. It was exactly what I felt, and how I get ill. It was a relevation, thank you @Hip, it saved my life.

So going back to the story. It was for my obvious, that is not a mental illness, or not mental related. I knew it was caused by I virus, I felt the neuroinflammation, what the virus caused.

The psychologist was very sceptial at the beginning,she thought is kind of hypochondrie anxiety sindrome, cause stupid scientist didn’t find the causative agent, just we knew about the lymfocite low level, cd4 / cd8 bad results, and my very bed symptomes.

So I didn’t want to go there, because I felt is meaningless to go to a psychologist with an infection related symptomes. She saw, that I absoutely no accept her suggestion about hypochondrie. So, she was very clever, and tried an other method, used by patients who suffer in physically illneses, and this method recoverd me fully. Belive me: fully.

I try to explain as detailfull, as I can.

The method called cognitive imagination technic, or something like this, but a little bit renewed. It could be very usefull by patients, who had good psychological physical good connection with their body. I mean who can imagine and „descript” themself the actual state of their body in their mind, in their immagination. They can kind of „translate” their sate of the body into pictures in the mind. There are people, who has this skill naturally, the other can learn it step by step, the possibility is in everybody to make this relation between mind and body.

She told me, there are several illnesses, to them there is no medication exist in our time, but give people so much suffering, so called subhospital illnesses, like this syndrome. It just not descoverd and not descriped yet, and there is no specifical medicament against them. In this case we had to create the medicament.

It sounds esoteric for some of us I think, but don’t say anything before you try it. There is a beautiful power of the mind to the body, just you should to do it through a very specific protocoll, to use this power, what I try to explain now.
  • very very detailfull mental imagined description of the physicall senation or illness
Is the first, and I think most important thing of the process. You have to detect the problem mentally very accurate and very dateilfull, as a full hd pixed picture in your mind, as a picture. It doesn’t has to be connected with the therms of the medical science. You have to fully diagnose, grab, and detect the problem in an imaginative, symbolic way, as a picture. Some of this pictures are related in the patient’s mind,as they are kind of in the reality int he body, but most of the cases is a symbolic translation from the body’s sensualation to the mind’s imagination, as a picture. You have to concentrate a lot, to find the right picture symbol related to the physical problem in your body. You should to „see” deep inside yourself, and find first the

a, location the problem find exactly WHERE it is in your body

b,in an intuitive way let your brain to figure out the RIGHT INSIDE SYMBOL of the problem

Let me explain. I mentoined first,that I felt myself very weak, spend all of my time in the bed, and I felt, my immune system is like it would be a child’s immune system. I was asking in my daily imationation from myself: why am I so small?

It was coming in my imagination a little man, who was my immune system. The symbol how I felt my immune system inside, as an absoulte subjective imagination.
I was asking my imagination:
why are you so small?
I wanted to have an answer from the little man, but he didnt answerd.
After I discoverd, that he is coverd. Coverd from lot of walls.
I tried to analize the types of the walls.
They were different types, materials and colors on each other.
All there things were located in my brain, in my head.
I felt it.
I was 100 % sure in everything, what I felt there.
If you detect the location, and find the right picture symbol, there is the next step.
I have to say, that this method is mostly going on „mind platform” of pictures, but some patients have just feeling, sensuals, they have to find them, localize them also, some people have the „mind platform” not as pictures, but as movements, like the dancers moving, or different ways.

Is very strange, it depends of the character and state of the actual psyche, but objectilvely and possibilitally everybody can learn how to translate the body’s subjsctive sensors to mind picture symbols.
  • Moveing the imaginated picture
The next very important step, that you have to move, or modulate the picture what you see, what your brain bring from your actual state of your body. So you have to modulate the thing, in any possible way. You have to destroy the enemies. In your imagination. And if you were really found the right symbol which

a, locate, and

b, grab, describe, absolute symbolise the problem in a very accurete and perfet way,

you can imagine that if you change, step by step slowly but useing a lot of effort and mental energy to modulate the inside picture, you can imagine, that your body will change also step by step.

I should underline, that it could be a very effortive, and sometimes slow process.

You should invest a lot of your not phsyical, but mental energy to achive the changes.
It’s important to excercise always, ilke always, all of your awake hours.

I know from my experience, that there are bad days and „good”, or somehow better days, changeing each other in this illness. I had the problem at the beginning, that int he first, I tried this technic just on the bad days, and on the better days, I was just happy, that is is a bit better.

Big mistake.

You have to excercise your body mentally always, othwerwise you drope back to the bad days level again.
There is always someting to improve in this illness.

If you feel in a day 20 %, you excercise, and you feel on an other day 40 % and you don’t excercise, is a mistake. It’s also a mistake, if you are excercise mentally just ont he bad days.
You have to put inside your eyes as a goal the 100 % every day.
Of course, it’s not possible int he first minutes, but you have to wake up every single day, that you will do it until 100 % of you.
Every day.
You should to concentrate and excercise.
Sorry for the example, but it’s like if you couldn’t take out the fecalie from your body, you have a problem like this, you force a very big effort to take it out, and you force it, and force it, and force more energy, and much more energy, and after half an hour on the toilet the fecalie is coming out, and you are free.
Is the same here.

A try tp explain, how is looking like this step by my example, what I mentioned in the first step.
So, after I discoverd in my mental imagination, that the small man, who was located in my head, and who was actually me, is small, because he is coverd by a lot of walls above him, which walls were setting up above him by layer and layer.

So the problem is obvious.
I had to destroy the walls, to let me, my man, who is little, grown.
It was my immune system.

So I tried in my imagination picture see these layers, these walls as detailfull, as I can, I was concentrateing, and not forced, but seraching for the real NATURE of there walls. You don’t have to force anything in the detection, in the first step of the process. You should just concentrate to your inside feelings and let your brain giving you the symbol, which is the most accureate to the inside feeling. After you got the right symbol, you can work with it. After this your mental effort is needed,

So, after I get from my brain the right characteristic of the nature of this walls, I tired with all of my imaginative fantasy DESTROY the wall.

Is like a game. I imagined everything to modulate the accurate picture.I used laser sugars, desrtoying the small semens of the wall, I used hammer and acid and knifes to destroy it.

The much better solutions is it, where you feel the bigest profit in the imagination, the bigest modulation or change from the original picture.

My example about the fecalie take out on the toilet is not a joke, is very similar, you should to fight with this shit very effective in one very straight way as an effort in your inside.

In my speculative imagination there is a point in the brain, which regulate the full immune system, and this point is under a kind of coninously attack by the virus, throught the virus caused inflammation. You have bad or better periods, changeing, because this virus die and rereplicate always in your body. That’s why it is important, to excersices also in a case you feel yourself better. You have to kill all the remaining virus’s createnings in you too, if not, they replicate again, and they cab cause bad periods in your days.
But this last few sentences are just my theory about this illness, not so important at the moment, as the method itself.

The bigest problem was by destroying the walls was, that these walls were rebuliding themself, always after one of my attacts, and it was not easy to destroy them. There were a lot of layers, and they were strong.
So it takes each day a lot of hours very deep concentration, and very deep imaginative effort from your side to change the character of the items in your inside pictures. You have to know, if you have the right picture, it’s connected with your body DIRECTLY. You will see.

You can use everything, which is profitable and succesfull to change „bad items” in your picture. You can use your fantasy, without any limits,how can you change the imaginative detected picture.
It takes couninously and deep imagination for hours every day, to achive any success.
Some people see grey nubles, which are detected in the head, and they try step by step color the grays pixels with different colors of sugars. Every picture is individual.

If you really grab the picture on the first step, and you find a good picture changeing method,your body will also change.

I know all of this sounds quite esoterical, and some of you will look at these with kind of scpetic attitude. Some of you will discover some similarities with other similar methods, like Silva method, cognitive imaginative therapy, and other imaginative methods. You should to know, that neither me, either these methods doesn’t say anything new about this realtion between the mind and the body. This is the heriatage of a human mankind, and you can find it also in native archaic cultures, like shamanism, and other archaic „imaginative” methods, which were used like 1000 years continously to heal people from different illnesess, to them was not discoverd any propriate mediacamant, or specified healing method. It's learniable.

I’m since two yerars fully recoverd, all my labortory values getting back after this succesfull imaginative treatment.
 
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I LOVE THIS @jkiss !!! Thank you for explaining it so very well. There are many healing modalities like this, and they do work. God bless you.

Lately, I like Dr. Joe Dispenza's work in this area. But there are many others to choose from. What you describe above is, to me, metaphysics -- the creative use of the mind.
 
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Thank you!
I hope someone could use it
If you are not familiar with this method, you can try to learn it as I above described,and feel free to ask
 

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