I didn't want to post this, but I must: In late April of 2020, not long after the Covid-19 lockdowns and such, I became very lonely, as my AA groups, as well as my EA and ME/CFS groups all shut down. I wished to speak to a therapist, but since the PSYCHO-logical industry makes TONS of $$$ off of depressives like me, I was more or less tricked by an ER nurse into going to their ER, where she had me "cuffed and stuffed" in less than a minute, for a trip to their mental hospital 24 miles away. I was not suicidal, nor homicidal, but money talks in the US of A.
I was wearing a Medi-Alert bracelet indicating that I was using an MAO inhibitor, for my depressive state. The nurse even LIED on the form that I took too much of the medicine, trying to commit suicide. If I was wishing to speak with a therapist, would I honestly be suicidal? Not hardly. But remember, this industry makes money from all the needless hospitalizations.$7500 USD per day in my case times 5=$37,500. Yeap, and I could easily have died.
When I was transported by an ER van without the lights to the Psychiatric "hospital" 25 miles away. The first thing I told them was that I was on a legally prescribed MAO inhibitor medication. That went right past them. I had my shoes removed for socks that barely fit. I had all of my items taken from me. Watch, belt, smartphone, leatherman multi-tool,and police-style small flashlight, wallet, keys and of course, my Medi-Alert bracelet, which was _not_ looked at, and all placed in a plastic bag.
I was then escorted to a room with another man. Likeable enough, but a lifelong smoker, who hacked up all the time and snored louder than a vessels fog-horn. Had to wear Covid masks the entire time, which was not pleasant. I don't wear one now over a year later unless I enter a store.And here I am lock up in close proximity to people who might have had the COVID-19 virus. Oh, joy-joy. Thankfully, I am negative for Covid-19, but no injections. I'll be damned if I ever become bedbound again, like I was when ME/CFS took me down 26 years ago.
After two days, I requested another room to due to this man's VERY loud snoring. I suffer from insomnia anyhow, but this was way out of hand. By the second day, after being given medications in a small white cup, I started to feel ill. I lost all appetite by the end of day two and slept on the floor as I am used to sleeping in a cold bed, so I slept on the floor as it was cooler.
No nurse asked me if I was feeling ill during this entire stay, even during the day when I did not go to the three meals a day they served. My gut was killing me, and with almost no sleep, it didn't get any better, but at least I didn't have to hear that man snoring away. My roommate was quiet, and I had no issues with him at all, thankfully.
I had no idea what was In the white paper cup they kept giving me everyday., but as my insomnia became worse, I asked the woman at the nurse's station for something to help me sleep. Thankfully she did, so a couple of nights
Turns out, after I collected all my papers after everything was over and done with, it was Ativan, the only benzodiazepine medication that I have an issue with. Yes, normally I take Xanax prescribed for sleep, but Ativan effects my memory, and Xanax does not. But in the low dose they gave me, it barely helped me to get some sleep, and recall everything in that denizen of moneymakers to a tee, even after my story ends, thankfully.
I have one brother, who is married to a woman who hates me, for no logical reason. I spent a quarter of a century, being "nice" to her, so that my two nieces would never be harmed by me as my brother and I were harmed by our alcoholic mother, who turned into a monster when she became drunk on her Vin Rose', the only thing she drank.
I've never married, nor do I have any children, as I was afraid that I might emotionally/mentally harm them, as was done to myself and my brother. When that b**ch insulted me with my young nieces nearby, I was able to keep me cool and stay logical, and unemotional, as I had learned to do, watching the original "Star Trek" series with Spock as a mentor of sorts. I owe Leonard Nimoy's character to that, even though I am human and have emotions.
Anyhow, after five long days, not a 72-hour hold, as it should have been, since I never acted irrationally, I was released to my brother. He was not allowed inside due to the Covid lockdown's, but when we left I asked him to
take me home. Instead, he took me to his home, 73 miles away from where I live, which was a big mistake. By then the Zoloft they gave me in the hospital began to put me into a blackout state, of which I do not remember, other than becoming mad about something (likely about being tricked by a nurse and sent to a mental hospital).
Apparently it got so bad that my brother took me to a regular hospital where I had a grand-mal seizure, I don't recall it, as I was still out of it. I woke up to my surroundings a day or two later, and they told me where I was and what
happened with regard to the seizure, but they had me watched 24/7 by the nurses, so they must have known about the other hospital. One thing led to another, but since that time, and to shorten my story, my sister-in-law got her wish and we (brother and her) are not speaking to one another. My hatred for the psychological professions knows no bounds now. I tried to sue them for malpractice, but that has not gone anywhere. Attorney's simply won't take the case at all, and I have contacted many in all of these months. Thankfully, I seem to be back to my same old self with no discernible damage to my intellect, but with new knowledge about the entire US medical system.