HI....Well, I need some help, and perhaps you folks can take your minds off glial cells long enough to lend me your thoughts.
I haven't slept properly (apart from 2 hrs. each max. /24 hr. days), and last night's sleep, my 6th wk. of this, this trial, was only 1 hr., if that. I'm truly a zombie today and, not only that, but all my old symptoms of swollen glands and sore throat are returning. (And I'm sure that's just the beginning.) I'm beyond exhausted and don't know what to do, what to try as I've been battling this additional illness for 34 yrs. (more or less, I forget) now, and sleep has always been a problem for me. (I'm now well over 73 yrs. old)
In the beginning it was that funky sleep of most people with FM. You know, you're asleep but you recall every rustle and sound of people talking, even if it's in the hallway outside the bedroom. You're asleep; but not really.
Fast forward a no. of years, and things changed again to approx. 4 hrs. of decent sleep, no sleeping pills as I find they only work for one or two nights max., so what's the point? I'd rather stay off as many meds as possible. Things like melatonin, valerian (worst of all), and other natural sleep aids don't help either. This I learned to accept and deal with 4 hrs. of sleep per night. Then there would be at least 3 with no sleep, and then the pattern repeats itself. I learned to live a satisfying life with it...and just decided I didn't need much sleep.
OK, after 8 hospitalizations for 8 separate and serious matters in one year, I'm finally home and doing OK, except for the sleep. I'll probably have to go in for 1-2 more surgeries before the year ends. That means anesthetics, which my body doesn't tolerate (they put me to sleep and then I'm up for days), but at least I shouldn't need the ever-joyful steroids, and their horrid side-effects, including hallucinations. Unless my encephalitis starts up again, that is.
Someone mentioned beef collagen....what do you know about that? If so, could consumme be used or even beef broth until some bones can be purchased? I'm planning to take at least one sleeping pill as I go down tonight & if I awaken for my nocturnal trip to the bathroom, I may just take another one. This has to be broken....somehow. I'm just afraid that some everlasting damage may have been done. Really, it's true....I'm well into my 6th wk. with no decent sleep. SOS to all of you, please!! Thanks, Lenora.