@jesse's mom and
@Shoshana have given you good advice
@Pink . I can only speak from the experience of UK hospitals and it is not generally wise to enter them if you have a diagnosis of ME as they make their dislike and disbelief of ME patients very clear. Is it any different where you are?
The hospital environment also makes ME much worse in my experience as it is so noisey, toxic and there is no chance of sleep or rest. If they can help you in an emergency situation then obviously you must go, but I don't think they would help a problem that is part of ME. They can also misinterpret the eating problems and food intolerances we have and label us with anorexia which in the UK could trigger a sectioning as Bob has experienced and described on his thread. I don't think this happens with you though, but am not sure??????
If you do have to go in, take someone with you as an advocate if you can.
I am sorry you are struggling so much just now
@Pink and I do hope you you feel an improvement very soon. This illness is a beast and a half!
You have friends here
@Pink and we are routing for you. Please rest all you can and wait for a better patch to start which it does in time. Meanwhile, please keep posting as we willl be worried about you.