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Hi. I haven't been on here for awhile...been trying to manage things myself and thought I had it under control, able to juggle the side effects of doing too much and the resulting pem recovery.
Yet with continued stress I have been living day to day in such states more so dragging myself through the days.
Lots of pain...dentist checkup no cavities, gums healthier than dentists(still get some sort of referred pain that I trying to locate what why etc)
Optometrist results 20/20 + vision...migraines, eye pain, headaches not due to vision.
Nutrient levels from gp blood test okay. Even iron is fine...had iron infusion earlier this year, no iron tablets needed now.
At times I collapse and into flu like symptoms when really pushed to limits further. Ambulance called at one point and taken to hospital (cleared of covid then by observation of vitals returning to more normal, although was crying alot depressed with how lonely and isolated feel and all the people I have lost from my life).
I am on the ndis and dsp(have ot, speech, psychology, support worker....)
I am a carer for my asd toddler (also on ndis).
I guess here I am looking for support and any advice.
I also deal with ptsd, have ongoing stress here and heart break still going on(time heals? Idk about that...just learn to manage it better still have days I grieve alot)
I feel misunderstood. I still can do alot for myself and have high intelligence that most in society don't understand the daily struggles.
I also feel bad at times for mentioning my issues as others have worse.
I just feel like bottling it in, or telling people who judge me makes it worse.
I practice spiritual, religious, natural practices and mainstream at times.
It helps writing this out.
Wishing everyone the best.
Shalom
Yet with continued stress I have been living day to day in such states more so dragging myself through the days.
Lots of pain...dentist checkup no cavities, gums healthier than dentists(still get some sort of referred pain that I trying to locate what why etc)
Optometrist results 20/20 + vision...migraines, eye pain, headaches not due to vision.
Nutrient levels from gp blood test okay. Even iron is fine...had iron infusion earlier this year, no iron tablets needed now.
At times I collapse and into flu like symptoms when really pushed to limits further. Ambulance called at one point and taken to hospital (cleared of covid then by observation of vitals returning to more normal, although was crying alot depressed with how lonely and isolated feel and all the people I have lost from my life).
I am on the ndis and dsp(have ot, speech, psychology, support worker....)
I am a carer for my asd toddler (also on ndis).
I guess here I am looking for support and any advice.
I also deal with ptsd, have ongoing stress here and heart break still going on(time heals? Idk about that...just learn to manage it better still have days I grieve alot)
I feel misunderstood. I still can do alot for myself and have high intelligence that most in society don't understand the daily struggles.
I also feel bad at times for mentioning my issues as others have worse.
I just feel like bottling it in, or telling people who judge me makes it worse.
I practice spiritual, religious, natural practices and mainstream at times.
It helps writing this out.
Wishing everyone the best.
Shalom