I too wonder what drugs they are using. I am so excited and feel a glass of champagne is in order, but then again you wonder if the rug will be pulled out once again.
Of course my other fear is what happens when they finally get a test for us to take and I am the one found not to have it and I am stuck in this disease state. Some days I freak out a little about this. I want to feel better so badly.
What if some of us have XMRV and others have another type of virus and we have to wait for that to be discovered. I only say this because there seems to be different subsets of us. Also those with fibromyalgia seem to never be included in this discussion. I have both. Will both diseases be found to be part of XMRV?
So many questions, so many fears. Of course my biggest fear is being stuck like this the rest of my life. I also wonder if it is like someone who has heart disease, has surgery but they don't feel better afterwards like they should. Their body has memory of disease and stays in the state until slowly it moves on and gets better. I believe Dr Cheney (or someone) discusses this. Will those who have the disease the shortest time have the best outcomes?
Sorry my mind is racing.
Here is to HOPE, lets hope there is more to come.