My most difficult disability is that my brain can't process my vision. For an example being outdoors is really difficult because of colors, movements, light and so on creates this sensory overload. Just small things like sitting in the nature for a short period of time becomes difficult. I can only drive really good days. When it is really bad my brain can't register distances and shapes. I have to rest my eyes and brain for a whole day. I have good days when this just goes away over night, but it always return in varying degrees after a few days. This symptom makes life very difficult, and the only thing that helps are Xanax or Valium. But of course that is not a sustainable option in the long term so I try to avoid taking it because of tolerance. I am also always stressed and wired. The smallest thing will set of my stress system with heart palpitations, restlessness and inability to relax. It is difficult being so mentally tired, but at the same never being able to relax, sleep normally or take a nap. Things that my brain probably should benefit from. I wonder if anyone else have experience with this problem, and if you find something that help? I pray it will get better.