I had the new disability services social worker today come out to meet me. Ive been left feeling quite upset after her visit. No help to me at all.. only had complaint over something i was doing. She was a nice lady BUT On arrival.. she started on about the lamb who I have on a rope (attached to her collar of cause) at the front of my house to try to keep my grass down (at night she's loose in back yard). She went on about how that isnt allowed due to being in a town...blaa blaa blaa (thou my neighbours are fine about the lamb). When I told her my neighbour is upset over the long grass.... the social worker was still on at me over the lamb and going on about how cruel I are to have a lamb on a rope. Then during the convos she said something about how I sounded like I have borderline personality disorder ... just cause I was telling her how I cant survive without help!! (so obviously she just wasnt getting how sick I are even thou Id explained to her that I once choose to go to jail just so I wouldnt be missing meals etc) Then it was like I was having to try to prove to her how ill I are and all my diagnoses... she also was questioning the amount of care I get from the disability org she works for. (so now Im concerned she may get some of the care/home help removed thou I only get 5 hrs per week). She once again stated they cant help me with garden (I forgot to bring up my transport issues to doctors due to the trouble I was having to just get her to understand the rest). I also asked about getting the broken rail in bathroom fixed (replaced with proper one suitable for disabled people.. its currently broken again) .. Keeps getting broke due to my collapses or having to use it for support at times.. and she goes "well as you arent always like that, we dont know if we can help you with that" (sighs so we become not important as we dont have the same symptoms every single day? just cause I dont fall down every day.. i cant get a suitable one Im not going to keep breaking put in). Its shameful how the Disability Service of this state (sth Australia) are treating me. If I was elderly and had a lot of falls.. Im sure I then would be able to get one put in.. but no cause I have ME and POTS.. they wont!! Once again.. due to THIS illness.. ME/CFS Im discriminated against. when will they stop to treating this illness like a part time thing!!! I NEED a proper rail suitable for a disabled person in my bathroom... anyway.. ive been left in tears after this latest social workers visit. I wonder why I bother only to be told by social worker after social worker no matter where I go to.. there is nothing we can do..