"Punctate lesions" - exact words spoken by my first neurologist on my first brain MRI. They seemed to have disappeared but they were there 3 months after acute onset. He pointed out a few of these in my Brocca's area (speech part of the brain)...I was having moderate aphasia and those lesions explained that.
Ditto -- terrible speech problems. Word-retrieval mostly, but the day I stopped recognizing letters briefly was the day I quit my FT job.
Coincidentally, that was when my guilty-pleasure show, Teen Wolf (yes you can laugh) had an
amazing and incredibly creepy possession story as its main plot, and one of the main characters began losing time and had aphasia. He was normally the comic relief, so seeing him suffering and then as the villain could have been a bad move, but instead the actor was by turns pathetic and phenomenally villainous.
There was a scene where the words on the page he's reading slide back into ink and fall off the page to the floor, while he's standing in front of a classroom full of people. Of course, that wasn't literally the way it happened for me, but the visual -- and the metaphor -- has stuck with me.
My punctate lesions were only measured during acute stage, though three times in quick succession -- no one liked the looks of them. Haven't had a scan since I became more 'minor' and less 'moderate'. It would be nice to think that they've gone away.
-J