I have been having terrible allergic reactions on a daily basis. I Have to take painkillers, multiple allergy meds, and even gabapentin lately just to get by. Some of my symptoms are migraines, swollen lymph nodes, muscle spasms, feeling skin "crawling", tinnitus, chest pains, and sometimes even what feels like a panic attack when it gets really bad. I feel like someone is torturing me. I wish this would all just end. I feel like I am in a bad movie trying to play the character that is supposed to feel normal. I have to work so much and feel like I am an inch closer to dying every day. I am so exhausted and in so much pain. Tried upping my methylfolate dose since that is supposed to fix everything and i just feel hyperstimulated now and in even more pain. Are there any meds I can ask for that may help? My doc won't give me anything stronger than vicodin even though it stopped working a couple months ago. I don't like taking gabapentin because I became dependent on it several years ago and had a very traumatic experience coming off of it. I don't know how people do this. At least if I had cancer or something people would understand. How come people don't understand lyme? Its very common. I know tons of people with lyme and none with cancer or als.