Hi all, Haven’t been on here much lately. It’s been a rollercoaster of a 6-7 months. Right now I’m in need of some help. My main issue is supplement intolerance/MCAS. I have a Hickman port (reliant on intravenous nutrition), and I eat one small meal a day. I also have gastroparesis, and out of the blue one day last month, it worsened pretty substantially. On top of this, I have Chronic Lyme + low CD57 count, mycoplasma, Parvovirus B19, suspected dysbiosis, Coxsackie, Babesia, etc. I have chronic heartburn, and over the past 6 months have been slowly unable to drink water, as it worsens things. I have been receiving antigen shots so that I can tolerate supplements again, and I have been using them since March. Still unable. Likely to start LDI soon. Also, I have had about 20 sessions of HBOT. Throughout this time, colon hydrotherapy has literally saved my life. But after my last few visits, I’ve noticed that I’m unable to retain a lot of water before getting an urge to release. I fear that my colon has become lazy, and that even this may not help. My heartburn has gotten worse, and I know it is because of this. I still have stool in my bowel. It’s getting near impossible to stay on this earth. DNRS has been a godsend, and I have gotten great results from it, but I had a stressful setback in March, and here I am. Prior to, I had more energy, my vision was clear, brain fog lifted, increased libido, and best of all, I started to tolerate a few supplements. I know this is the way. I know it. I’ve seen it. It’s just the matter of getting there. And when I’m uncomfortable 24/7 it makes it hard to get there. And getting there may just save my life. I really don’t know what to do at this point. I know my fear of supplements contributes to my reactions. The other day I literally emptied a capsule of magnesium citrate, swallowed the empty capsule, and had symptoms (shortness of breath/overstimulation for 2-3 days straight without relent. Its really messed up. I guess my question to anyone that is listening is, does it sound like my colon is just dead now? There seems to be literally no persistalsis anywhere. Food sits in my stomach for 20+ hours. Maybe some kegels might help? Any advice is appreciated. I don’t know what happens next honestly. Hard to retrain your brain under these circumstances. Lately I’ve been so stressed/overthinking things that I’m noticing a huge increase in sensory sensitivity (mostly sound). Not gonna lie, I’m really scared right now... Just getting through the day is nightmarishly hard. Going on reglan through my IV in a couple weeks, as well as some form of SSRI. That’s really all I think there is out there for me right now. I also have an appt for neurofeedback next week. Again, any response is appreciated. FYI I just had an endoscopy and the only substantial finding was an erosion on my duodenum. I have heartburn/LPR everyday of my life, yet no damage. This world almost goes out of its way to not make any sense... The only thing keeping me here is hope in Christ, and fear of hell. Seems like divine intervention is really the only thing to help at this point. That and maybe a surgery or two. Prayers welcomed. Sorry if this thread is in the wrong place, and let me know where to post if it is. I’m just really out of sorts. Thanks guys.