I've been worse recently due to some stresses in my life, almost as bad as I was the first year (20 years ago). And this is giving me a chance to observe my symptoms from a different (and more "seasoned" and objective) prospective. I've noticed a lot of my dizziness and mental confusion/fog may be stemming from the fact that when I'm not well my eyes don't line up. As in, I've noticed my left eye seems to carry out constant micro-corrections to focus on what right eyes is looking at. I may be imagining this, but some of my mental symptoms improve when I cover my left eye and only use my right eye for an hour or so. Also when I get brain zaps due to discontinuation syndrome I get from missing my SSRI dose, if I close my left eye I get less brain zaps. Could this be caused by optic neuritis due to inflammation? What on earth could be causing this?