@MeSci I am confused what you mean by a "qualified apology" and every word that I have typed in this thread is what I truly feel. I said I have never posted anything with the intention to hurt someone and that is the truth. Having a differing opinion is allowed on PR and I felt I was respectful and explained where I was coming from. I don't see people apologizing every time they have a different opinion or expressing doubts about something posted but I did and I meant it!
I did not understand ME in the beginning when I was mildly affected and had no idea what my diagnosis was. I kept searching and I kept pushing myself (although I would not refer to it as being brainwashed!) During that period of being mildly affected, I was still working full-time and could still walk for miles. And there are many people on this board who are mildly affected and can still work or exercise and that is great!
However, these same people who are mildly affected are not simulanteously reporting to be wheelchair bound and then getting out of their wheelchair due to "positive thinking" "Mickel therapy" or "visit from a loved one" and THEN walking miles. This is as illogical to me as someone bed-bound on a feeding tube just ripping out the tube and going to a restaurant b/c of positive thinking or a visit from a loved one. I found it mocking as if others should be able to repeat this miraculous feat if only they too did the right positive thinking.
I did not ever refer to the person (or anyone on PR) as a troll. Any person can quote or express doubts about any treatment and ask for advice and than any other person here can hold an alternate point of view as I am doing.
I am not sure how this pertains to what I am saying? I have read hundreds of threads since I joined PR in which anything related to psych or social work (my field) is trashed as quackery across the board and except for once, I never responded. This is not what I am doing here and I am responding to a specific point (re: getting out of a wheelchair that one truly needs due to positive thinking.) That for me, is quackery and quite dangerous to promote or endorse.
I think everyone on here has been hurt, distressed, and sad and I am not saying that the person who posted does not feel those things. I am responding to a specific point which was hurtful for me.
I am really floored that you think I am posting this to feel "superior" or "clever" or to get a "buzz" from being in a "powerful group to disparage a weaker group." This is so far from my personality and how I live my life that I don't know whether to laugh or cry. I do not view this board as being in different groups but maybe I am naive. I have close friends here with different diagnoses, different levels of functioning, from different countries, different backgrounds, etc, and I love all equally. I really think you are placing an interpretation on my post which just is not there. I get no "buzz" from posting this and am actually finding it very stressful and is again making me reconsider if I need this added stress.