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@funkyqueen, I am saddened to hear about the RTX not being available to you anymore. I know when my B cells return I also return to my bedridden state. Yes I have recently been dx with APECED, but that dx is questionable.
What is not questionable is the ME I have suffered from since my early 30's.
Like you the RTX is not a cure for all the ME symptoms but it does improve many of my complaints.
My biggest improvements are in my fatigue, ability to recover from exertion, and all malfunctions of my autonomic nervous system ( including eating ) Basically improvements in things that allow me to stand up.
To have relief from that hell only to return to it and know something like RTX can help but no doctor willing to give it to you is unimaginable. I hope you can find the strength to push the powers that be to help you.
I know it's not worth much, but my thoughts and total understanding are with you.
Gentle Hugs,
Rebecca