Just got off the phone with the Doctor. She explained in some detail her theory on each of the IL's. Though I didn't catch all of it, the general gist that my pro inflammatory cytokines are low or below "low" is indication to her that I have experienced burnout. Naturally the whole time she's talking, I am thinking to myself of the 14 months of misery I have endured with something going haywire inside of me. Burnout sounds about right. But I have no idea exactly what my immune system has been doing the whole time.
She feels strongly that I have reactivation of Mono despite the fact that the mono reactivation antibody is in the 50-75% range (which she has identified as the ideal range on every single other test result on the paper). She feels that CMV is also on the table, which I have known for several months. But which numerous doctors have told me would never cause bodywide muscle twitching to this extent, for this long. Such a syndrome is clearly considered autoimmune in nature, or paraneoplastic. I didn't feel comfortable challenging her, or even saying a word for that matter. In the end, what good will it do anyways, to make your doctor annoyed with you. Been there, done that, never served any good purpose.
She still wants me to boost my immune system.
She feels I need to fight off the Epstein Barr that I don't believe I even have active in me right now. And she feels I need to fight the coxsackie that I have no evidence is even currently activated. And she feels I need to try and get the CMV down from 1.1 to below 1.0. That much we can agree on. Boost my immune system? I told her I was terrified to do that because it brought back all my inflammation and every single problem I have had since this started. Instead of saying "Well maybe you're right then, maybe you're dealing with immune overactivity and we should *calm* your immune system instead" ..... instead she said "Well then take a quarter tablet of the immune booster instead of half a tablet".
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I'm not the doctor with 30 years experience. She is. But the discussion of IRIS seems to have evaporated into thin air. When I asked how it is that I have neuropathy and symptoms of nerve damage, demyelination, and neurodegenerative problems (bodywide muscle twitching) - all of which are associated with Autoimmunity .... she said that herpes viruses can infect the spinal fluid and cause twitching. Especially herpes viruses, of which I apparently have a couple. She hesitated a few times as she said "Ive ... seen ... twitching ... before with this ... type of thing". She seemed very unsure of herself when she said it, and honestly I doubt she's seen twitching like this, for this long. But its true that on the HSV1 and 2 forums, you will see many reports of twitching being caused by those viruses. Usually however its short term. It doesnt last 9 months, and go literally all day long....
My clinical situation has been completely ignored throughout this entire process. Symptoms have been barely asked about, and almost never discussed. The only thing has been the bloodwork. My clinical presentation hasn't played a role in the decision making whatsoever, and that bothers me. Quite a bit. The only thing that remotely jives with the "viral reactivation" theory, in light of my actual *symptoms* ... is that my health seemed to improve dramatically, in direct correlation with the lowering of CMV IgM. In direct correlation with the CMV acute infection being successfully fought down by my immune system.
Put another way - as my immune system began to calm down. None of my actual *symptoms* have been symptoms of CMV.
Hip Is it possible that the HIV antivirals caused numerous reactivations, my immune system got seriously overtaxed, began going crazy, maybe even started causing nerve damage and other auto-immune-like symptoms, because it was fighting off these viruses? Because my symptoms don't match the viruses AT ALL! That is the very reason I thought I had IRIS. The form which the immune system THINKS these viruses are active but they arent. And the symptoms you get are that of an overactive immune system.