hurtingallthetimet
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i had to get grocerys and easter shopping done thankfully one fo my kids didnt have class or work and went and helped with lifting etc..but i am sooooo worn out from it..it was rather busy too i guess from others easter shopping, i hate the crowds..the social anxiety makes it worse...its amazing how just doing shopping wipes me out...i see others some very old and feel badly for them..its hard when you have to do things even though you dont feel like it..hoping someday soon affordable delivery of grocerys to where i live will come...
my daughter had went to get something and i was waiting..there is one bench in the walmart and i was almost to it..when a guy got to it and sat down right in the middle there was no room on either side of him to sit..i always sit as far on end as i can to be curtious to others so they can sit...i just stood and leaned on buggy..i couldnt bring myself to ask him to move though i really wanted to sit down..its funny the last time in a doctors office i got stuck by a talkey man...i was really embarassed he was loud and talked a mile a minute i dont know if he was high on something or hyper..but considering we were at specialist for back youd htink hed be in as much pain as me and shut up...he told me his life story how he met his wife online from austrila and how hed been in two car accidents in like a day or so..and ask me if id been in one and if so how much i got etc...it was weird..then the worse part was him saying he home schools his kids and to teach them the "right" things as he put it that shcools dont such as "the truth about slavary and the schools dont tell the truth" i about died...there were pepople of all colors around us and they heard him and one lady rolled her eyes and laughed..
i was so afraid somone would think i actually knew him..i started to just answer yes, no and agree with the less embarassing stuff hoping hed shut up...he even got out his phone showing me pictures of his kids which i couldnt see but told him they were beautiful so hed be quite...i tried not talking...i tried agreeing..i tried to change subjects...i was so relieved when they finally called me back..why cant i get stuck by a nice talkey person lol...
today after shopping i ended up laying down for sevearl hours..i couldnt sleep though dead tired...at least i got the kids easter stuff..that makes me feel like all the exhuasution was worth it but im so sore now from it all...
hope everyone has a great weekend..
my daughter had went to get something and i was waiting..there is one bench in the walmart and i was almost to it..when a guy got to it and sat down right in the middle there was no room on either side of him to sit..i always sit as far on end as i can to be curtious to others so they can sit...i just stood and leaned on buggy..i couldnt bring myself to ask him to move though i really wanted to sit down..its funny the last time in a doctors office i got stuck by a talkey man...i was really embarassed he was loud and talked a mile a minute i dont know if he was high on something or hyper..but considering we were at specialist for back youd htink hed be in as much pain as me and shut up...he told me his life story how he met his wife online from austrila and how hed been in two car accidents in like a day or so..and ask me if id been in one and if so how much i got etc...it was weird..then the worse part was him saying he home schools his kids and to teach them the "right" things as he put it that shcools dont such as "the truth about slavary and the schools dont tell the truth" i about died...there were pepople of all colors around us and they heard him and one lady rolled her eyes and laughed..
i was so afraid somone would think i actually knew him..i started to just answer yes, no and agree with the less embarassing stuff hoping hed shut up...he even got out his phone showing me pictures of his kids which i couldnt see but told him they were beautiful so hed be quite...i tried not talking...i tried agreeing..i tried to change subjects...i was so relieved when they finally called me back..why cant i get stuck by a nice talkey person lol...
today after shopping i ended up laying down for sevearl hours..i couldnt sleep though dead tired...at least i got the kids easter stuff..that makes me feel like all the exhuasution was worth it but im so sore now from it all...
hope everyone has a great weekend..