hurtingallthetimet
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i have so much anxiety with getting out and cant take medications when drive...i hate going to dentist but hadnt been in awhile and my daughter needed to go and i hate filling out paperwork and putting down illness and currtent medications but afraid i might need something that will interact ect...sometimes i dont put them all down because ive been made to feel embarassed before but i did this time at my hubby urging because of worry in case in future i need medicaton from dentist..
the dentist tech who reviewed my illness history and medications..off the bat tells me im on alot of medications and her mother was diagnosied with firbro and she doesnt believe in it and its a bunch of bull...
i just ignored her...then she tells me of someone she knows a much much older lady who has a bad back...{ive had two what they called small surgerys and alot of back problems and cant afford the surgery they want} she tells me this much older person uses hot patches and hot muscle rubs to point where its caused huge sores to take care of pain to work....and then ask me if ive ever done any kind of work..i put down home maker as occupation....i told her yes id worked my whole life and that i cant take pain and cant put myself through huge sores on my back on top of everything else...
i was about to cry by the time i left...she was very nice and talked a mile a minute about alot of things maybe she didnt mean to offend me but i found waht she said offensive and hurtful..was i being too sensitive?
on top of that i get home and my other childs neck is huge and i have to find a doctors office and had to wait along time since it was last mintue appointment...then wait at drugstroe for medications...
im wiped out...my back is killing me...the dentist tech kept asking if i needed anything for my back i dont know what she meant i guess a pillow..but i was too upset and just said no...im not going back there again for myself...
this has been one of longest...hardest...days in along time...i know i will crash as always and wake up tommorow alot worse...its that same pattern we all know to well....i tried to stay upbeat for my kids espically the sick one and try to pretend everythign was ok...but it wasnt..then a family member miscarried and i was asked to call and check on them and i couldnt say no..so its been very long very stressful and very sensitive....
i was just wondering if i was being over sensitive to her remarks....
the dentist tech who reviewed my illness history and medications..off the bat tells me im on alot of medications and her mother was diagnosied with firbro and she doesnt believe in it and its a bunch of bull...
i just ignored her...then she tells me of someone she knows a much much older lady who has a bad back...{ive had two what they called small surgerys and alot of back problems and cant afford the surgery they want} she tells me this much older person uses hot patches and hot muscle rubs to point where its caused huge sores to take care of pain to work....and then ask me if ive ever done any kind of work..i put down home maker as occupation....i told her yes id worked my whole life and that i cant take pain and cant put myself through huge sores on my back on top of everything else...
i was about to cry by the time i left...she was very nice and talked a mile a minute about alot of things maybe she didnt mean to offend me but i found waht she said offensive and hurtful..was i being too sensitive?
on top of that i get home and my other childs neck is huge and i have to find a doctors office and had to wait along time since it was last mintue appointment...then wait at drugstroe for medications...
im wiped out...my back is killing me...the dentist tech kept asking if i needed anything for my back i dont know what she meant i guess a pillow..but i was too upset and just said no...im not going back there again for myself...
this has been one of longest...hardest...days in along time...i know i will crash as always and wake up tommorow alot worse...its that same pattern we all know to well....i tried to stay upbeat for my kids espically the sick one and try to pretend everythign was ok...but it wasnt..then a family member miscarried and i was asked to call and check on them and i couldnt say no..so its been very long very stressful and very sensitive....
i was just wondering if i was being over sensitive to her remarks....