I went to the doctors today as I'd decided I'd try insisting that he allow me to try something to help the POTS, its ridiculous that I so often collapse when I go out and that Im not being treated for it.
Im also NEEDING something for the insomina so really wanted to get a script for melatonin (something i used to be on when i had another doctor).
I got copies the great POTS info from John Hopkins University along with also with the info on POTS from the American CFS association which states that about 70% of those who have CFS also have POTS, as I thought with these things, maybe this time, I'd be able to get my doctor to listen to me. This doctor hasnt listened to me when Ive given him the fact that a previous doctor did diagnose me with POTS.
Do you think he listened to me even with the great info i took??? NOPE!! He just ended up making me go to tears due to what he said.
He told me that even if he reads what I took, he will not treat me in any way at all for the POTS as he hasnt been trained in it. So i then begged him to help me find someone who will treat me then.. and he just tells me he knows of no one. He then proceded to tell me that he also wasnt going to pay any attention to the info I took in to him due to it being from America.
I then tried to bring up that I'd previously been diagnosed with POTS by another GP and he just says he wont accept any diagnoses from any other GPs and that he only will accept them from a specialist. Then he goes on and says something about this being a new problem Im bringing to him... when in fact Ive gone on about it at times the whole (over 6mths) Ive been seeing him. He NEVER listens to me.
So anyway.. after my latest attempt to deal with my doctor, I ended up in tears as I dont know how on earth to get him to help me. Then he just goes on about how I need to see a psychriastrist to help me and that I need to deal with psychriastrist issues first.
He dont understand that if i was being treated better by people, i WOULDNT then need a psychriastrist!! Having doctors who do not listen at all, who ignore the fact that I collapse (sometimes going unconscious) when i try to do things.. well that is sooooo upsetting. The POTS too is probably also adding to my anxiety.. and maybe the lack of blood to my brain is also adding to my mood swing stuff and partly responsible.
He says I need to be patient in getting the help I need... Well come on.. Its been THIRTEEN YEARS in which ive been trying to get the right medical help!!! I feel like Im living in a third world country as far as getting any kind of treatment for my conditions go, Im practically getting that level of help.. ALMOST NIL!!
Patience??? How can I be accused of having no patience after all this time.. Yeah i got upset at doctor today for his treatment or rather no treatment one could say.. Ive BEEN soo patient. (Im now trying to fight that depressed feel I get from my situation and the invalidation I get from those supposed to help me). I see others getting treatment on this site and it gets me down that i cant get treatment and all the treatment i get is off my own back eg getting drugs from others who get them from their doctors.
Today i had another friend offer to fake an illness to try to get a drug from their doctor to give to me (sleeping pills).. but I told him, I just cant do that, I cant have someone fake an illness to get drugs for me to send to me. (If there is anyone at this site thou who is in Australia who wants to send me 2 or 3 sleeping pills of theres.. I'd be so glad to try them, I can post you back some B12 hydroxocobalamin injections in return. Im serious about this and doing a swap with someone.. Im desperate to get some good nights sleep!!).
Should CFS/ME patients be left to try to be drug trading to treat themselves.. NOOO We shouldnt be... but that is how ridiculous the whole situation is and we are just surviving however we can.
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I just finished reading about Theda Myint over in Western Australia.. poor thing, she's in a similar thou different situation I are in. No right treatment!! http://www.watoday.com.au/wa-news/theda-suicidal-as-inhome-treatment-refused-20100903-14to1.html (i was in her situation in past.. severe pain and no doctor that would help).
Im also NEEDING something for the insomina so really wanted to get a script for melatonin (something i used to be on when i had another doctor).
I got copies the great POTS info from John Hopkins University along with also with the info on POTS from the American CFS association which states that about 70% of those who have CFS also have POTS, as I thought with these things, maybe this time, I'd be able to get my doctor to listen to me. This doctor hasnt listened to me when Ive given him the fact that a previous doctor did diagnose me with POTS.
Do you think he listened to me even with the great info i took??? NOPE!! He just ended up making me go to tears due to what he said.
He told me that even if he reads what I took, he will not treat me in any way at all for the POTS as he hasnt been trained in it. So i then begged him to help me find someone who will treat me then.. and he just tells me he knows of no one. He then proceded to tell me that he also wasnt going to pay any attention to the info I took in to him due to it being from America.
I then tried to bring up that I'd previously been diagnosed with POTS by another GP and he just says he wont accept any diagnoses from any other GPs and that he only will accept them from a specialist. Then he goes on and says something about this being a new problem Im bringing to him... when in fact Ive gone on about it at times the whole (over 6mths) Ive been seeing him. He NEVER listens to me.
So anyway.. after my latest attempt to deal with my doctor, I ended up in tears as I dont know how on earth to get him to help me. Then he just goes on about how I need to see a psychriastrist to help me and that I need to deal with psychriastrist issues first.
He says I need to be patient in getting the help I need... Well come on.. Its been THIRTEEN YEARS in which ive been trying to get the right medical help!!! I feel like Im living in a third world country as far as getting any kind of treatment for my conditions go, Im practically getting that level of help.. ALMOST NIL!!
Patience??? How can I be accused of having no patience after all this time.. Yeah i got upset at doctor today for his treatment or rather no treatment one could say.. Ive BEEN soo patient. (Im now trying to fight that depressed feel I get from my situation and the invalidation I get from those supposed to help me). I see others getting treatment on this site and it gets me down that i cant get treatment and all the treatment i get is off my own back eg getting drugs from others who get them from their doctors.
Today i had another friend offer to fake an illness to try to get a drug from their doctor to give to me (sleeping pills).. but I told him, I just cant do that, I cant have someone fake an illness to get drugs for me to send to me. (If there is anyone at this site thou who is in Australia who wants to send me 2 or 3 sleeping pills of theres.. I'd be so glad to try them, I can post you back some B12 hydroxocobalamin injections in return. Im serious about this and doing a swap with someone.. Im desperate to get some good nights sleep!!).
Should CFS/ME patients be left to try to be drug trading to treat themselves.. NOOO We shouldnt be... but that is how ridiculous the whole situation is and we are just surviving however we can.
..........
I just finished reading about Theda Myint over in Western Australia.. poor thing, she's in a similar thou different situation I are in. No right treatment!! http://www.watoday.com.au/wa-news/theda-suicidal-as-inhome-treatment-refused-20100903-14to1.html (i was in her situation in past.. severe pain and no doctor that would help).