First, i don't need to explain much why i'm posting an energy recalibration video after my last blog 
Next, i want to tell a magical story about my tulip tree. WE have this giant tulip tree in the front yard. She was hit by a tornado before we moved in 8 years ago. Shes been mangled but she still produces these luscious tulip blooms and vibrant leaves. Many people said to cut her down, part of her top was cut off in the tornado but she healed as best she could. She closed these giant tree wounds everywhere, all over her. Despite all odds that she would succumb. I decided to hire an arborist right as i was becoming really unwell in 2016 and he said, shes perfectly healthy. I would leave her. Shes a resilient and beautiful tree.
In many ways this tree, reminds me of me. I feel it is not spoken, but it would be easier for my husband to lose me than go through this healing process. To have her cut down so memories can be washed. But i keep prevailing. I keep showing signs of life.
So, a year ago my children and i were watching a movie in here ones winters night, when my 16 year old that is normally quite serious and not easily excited, said "mom, look outside!". He lifted my daughter to the window. It was a dark winters night lit by the snow on the ground aaannnnnddddd glowing green magic from our tree! It was one of the most magical experiences of our lives. I couldn't be moved to see its entirety but i saw enough to make me believe in beautiful things again for a solid 44 days. This incredible bioluminescent fungi has at some point (most likely due to all of her injuries) merged with this tree. Although, it is a sign that ultimately one day she will most likely perish from it, no idea how long and she could live many years like this. It was simply stunning. To this day my daughter thinks faeries came alive that night. It had these sporadic patches from top to bottom and it was communicating with other islands! Gently fluttering this majestic bioluminescent kiwi green and you could almost envision its neuronal like network. No one knew what to make of it. We all watched it in silence. Neighbors came from their houses to our front yard to catch a glimpse of such a sight. That entire night, she weaved with these pulsing embers of green. I wondered what its language was like. I wondered how i could be lucky enough to witness such a sight with my children. It has not returned. It was some random event as of now. Our friend whom is a well trained botanist said he has never seen this in our area, its normally much further south. I feel like my soul had a strange epiphany like experience that night. I wish i could show you guys pictures although they would never do it justice. If i remember its botanical name, i will edit and share it later.
Alrighty, dance party lastly. We are going to a disco tonight. The floor squares are pink, the disco ball is silver. I am wearing a gold dress, what are you guys wearing? True story, i love and miss dancing. It used to bring much joy to my soul, hence why i love having dance parties here. It lifts my spirits. See you there.
Next, i want to tell a magical story about my tulip tree. WE have this giant tulip tree in the front yard. She was hit by a tornado before we moved in 8 years ago. Shes been mangled but she still produces these luscious tulip blooms and vibrant leaves. Many people said to cut her down, part of her top was cut off in the tornado but she healed as best she could. She closed these giant tree wounds everywhere, all over her. Despite all odds that she would succumb. I decided to hire an arborist right as i was becoming really unwell in 2016 and he said, shes perfectly healthy. I would leave her. Shes a resilient and beautiful tree.
In many ways this tree, reminds me of me. I feel it is not spoken, but it would be easier for my husband to lose me than go through this healing process. To have her cut down so memories can be washed. But i keep prevailing. I keep showing signs of life.
So, a year ago my children and i were watching a movie in here ones winters night, when my 16 year old that is normally quite serious and not easily excited, said "mom, look outside!". He lifted my daughter to the window. It was a dark winters night lit by the snow on the ground aaannnnnddddd glowing green magic from our tree! It was one of the most magical experiences of our lives. I couldn't be moved to see its entirety but i saw enough to make me believe in beautiful things again for a solid 44 days. This incredible bioluminescent fungi has at some point (most likely due to all of her injuries) merged with this tree. Although, it is a sign that ultimately one day she will most likely perish from it, no idea how long and she could live many years like this. It was simply stunning. To this day my daughter thinks faeries came alive that night. It had these sporadic patches from top to bottom and it was communicating with other islands! Gently fluttering this majestic bioluminescent kiwi green and you could almost envision its neuronal like network. No one knew what to make of it. We all watched it in silence. Neighbors came from their houses to our front yard to catch a glimpse of such a sight. That entire night, she weaved with these pulsing embers of green. I wondered what its language was like. I wondered how i could be lucky enough to witness such a sight with my children. It has not returned. It was some random event as of now. Our friend whom is a well trained botanist said he has never seen this in our area, its normally much further south. I feel like my soul had a strange epiphany like experience that night. I wish i could show you guys pictures although they would never do it justice. If i remember its botanical name, i will edit and share it later.
Alrighty, dance party lastly. We are going to a disco tonight. The floor squares are pink, the disco ball is silver. I am wearing a gold dress, what are you guys wearing? True story, i love and miss dancing. It used to bring much joy to my soul, hence why i love having dance parties here. It lifts my spirits. See you there
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