In the song "Old Man River" is a line that says "Tired of living, but scared of dying." This illness has taught me how that feels. The good news is I don't feel that way all the time.
Some days @Andrew I get tired of living too. I'm not afraid to die though. Like you I don't feel that way all the time. I like a song that has the words, "Another time and another place, sometimes I can't hardly wait."