But how…
Sometimes, I go. Through ‘windows’ especially after seeing a photo or something …and I cannot believe the reality I’ve been living for nearly 8 years now.
So, I don’t feel like processing it by myself tonight… so i will process it here.
Because it’s heavy.
October 2016 Halloween was my last outing that most family and friends saw me at. This is the last time I ever saw many of our friends. Here, my mother babysat our children while we went to this Halloween party and took a picture of my husband and I and then this one. I rarely went out and always had one of my children on me, so this is kinda a rare picture.
I haven’t seen people since this time frame here. Strangely enough, my David Bowie outing to a Halloween party my husband and I went to… was my last hurrah. So, sometimes, when I see this or hear moonage daydream…, I think of her and what she’s been through… and, yeahhhhh.
……..:::::::::………..:….:. ………….. ::::::……:::::………, ::… *
“I'm an alligator, I'm a mama-papa coming for you
I'm the space invader, I'll be a rock 'n' rollin' bitch for you
Keep your mouth shut, you're squawking like a pink monkey bird
And I'm busting up my brains for the words
Keep your 'lectric eye on me, babe
Put your ray gun to my head
Press your space face close to mine, love
Freak out in a moonage daydream, oh yeah
Don't fake it, baby, lay the real thing on me
The church of man, love, is such a holy place to be
Make me baby, make me know you really care
Make me jump into the air
Keep your 'lectric eye on me, babe
Put your ray gun to my head
Press your space face close to mine, love
Freak out in a moonage daydream, oh yeah
Keep your 'lectric eye on me, babe
Put your ray gun to my head
Press your space face close to mine, love
Freak out in a moonage daydream, oh yeah
Keep your 'lectric eye on me, babe
Put your ray gun to my head
Press your space face close to mine, love
Freak out in a moonage daydream, oh yeah
Freak out, far out, in out”
Moonage…::: daydream::……
Sometimes, I go. Through ‘windows’ especially after seeing a photo or something …and I cannot believe the reality I’ve been living for nearly 8 years now.
So, I don’t feel like processing it by myself tonight… so i will process it here.
Because it’s heavy.
October 2016 Halloween was my last outing that most family and friends saw me at. This is the last time I ever saw many of our friends. Here, my mother babysat our children while we went to this Halloween party and took a picture of my husband and I and then this one. I rarely went out and always had one of my children on me, so this is kinda a rare picture.
I haven’t seen people since this time frame here. Strangely enough, my David Bowie outing to a Halloween party my husband and I went to… was my last hurrah. So, sometimes, when I see this or hear moonage daydream…, I think of her and what she’s been through… and, yeahhhhh.
……..:::::::::………..:….:. ………….. ::::::……:::::………, ::… *
“I'm an alligator, I'm a mama-papa coming for you
I'm the space invader, I'll be a rock 'n' rollin' bitch for you
Keep your mouth shut, you're squawking like a pink monkey bird
And I'm busting up my brains for the words
Keep your 'lectric eye on me, babe
Put your ray gun to my head
Press your space face close to mine, love
Freak out in a moonage daydream, oh yeah
Don't fake it, baby, lay the real thing on me
The church of man, love, is such a holy place to be
Make me baby, make me know you really care
Make me jump into the air
Keep your 'lectric eye on me, babe
Put your ray gun to my head
Press your space face close to mine, love
Freak out in a moonage daydream, oh yeah
Keep your 'lectric eye on me, babe
Put your ray gun to my head
Press your space face close to mine, love
Freak out in a moonage daydream, oh yeah
Keep your 'lectric eye on me, babe
Put your ray gun to my head
Press your space face close to mine, love
Freak out in a moonage daydream, oh yeah
Freak out, far out, in out”
Moonage…::: daydream::……
