it's not the first day i've felt this way. it certainly will not be the last.
i'm not saying i am any worse than anyone else, nor that i'm not far better off than many. but i just needed to say it to others who totally get it. not that Jesus doesn't get it, nor that He doesn't hear...but sometimes i feel a need just to say it to people who get it. weak people, like me. so i did.
now that i've gotten that off my chest...i can say that Christ's strength is perfected in weakness....therefore i accept it and choose to trust.
i still feel like crap...but better. so thank you for listening...and understanding, my invisible co-sufferers.