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Highway to Heaven

I’ve been watching these slowly over the past ‘blank’ years I’ve been bedridden. Don’t want to think about numbers.

Anywho, I enjoyed this show as a child and have been enjoying rewatching it. Sharing fir those that may be looking for something in good spirits to watch.

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Video showing as not avail sunshine.. Maybe due to I'm in UK.
I don't however watch any TV..

Isn't it great when we connected with something strongly as a child and then re visit 💖
 
Did u used to get the show 'the littlest hobo' over there?
I really loved that little dog and obvs connected with the going on many journeys...
 
Theme tune
'maybe tomorrow'

Feel like I've lived my life this way..
Well not no more obvs.. Although still can in the imagination and the Internet..

Summertimes prove tricky homebound... Wintertime s too..
Do u struggle sunshine? I know u said u have good acceptance...

Lyrics
There's a voice that keeps on calling me
Down the road, that's where I'll always be.
Every stop I make, I make a new friend,
Can't stay for long, just turn around I'm gone again

Maybe tomorrow, I'll want to settle down,
Until tomorrow, I'll just keep moving on.

Down this road that never seems to end,
Where new adventure lies just around the bend.
So if you want to join me for a while,
Just grab your hat, come travel light, that's hobo style.

Maybe tomorrow I'll want to settle down,
Until tomorrow, the whole world is my home.
 
Theme tune
'maybe tomorrow'

Feel like I've lived my life this way..
Well not no more obvs.. Although still can in the imagination and the Internet..

Summertimes prove tricky homebound... Wintertime s too..
Do u struggle sunshine? I know u said u have good acceptance...

Lyrics
There's a voice that keeps on calling me
Down the road, that's where I'll always be.
Every stop I make, I make a new friend,
Can't stay for long, just turn around I'm gone again

Maybe tomorrow, I'll want to settle down,
Until tomorrow, I'll just keep moving on.

Down this road that never seems to end,
Where new adventure lies just around the bend.
So if you want to join me for a while,
Just grab your hat, come travel light, that's hobo style.

Maybe tomorrow I'll want to settle down,
Until tomorrow, the whole world is my home.

I missed this friend.

Oh wowww, I can relate HARD.
This song. Yessssss.

Will return to respond more later Emma.

Sending you love and light for your procedure dear one ✨💕
 
I feel like this song captures my new chapter in life or…. Possibly the process of acceptance of this new phase in my life.

It feels like…. Everything I hold, turns to sand…. And like I must focus on releasing it all. The all of it. And it’s hard. It’s really hard for me at times given my heart style.

Anyways, these lyrics are timely and activating. For me. Thank you for sharing soul sister.

And yes, Emma I struggle hard at times. Living in a room, fully since 2018, beyond bathroom and water trips at times and ambulance trips to and fro, has not gone without changing me.

My son just graduated high school
This week. No words can explain the feelings I feel. Ptsd has been thick this week of the last year I was in the world with them. Movie reels playing over and over. Grieving.

I at one point was in constant crisis, partially due to the effects of bugs eating my brain…. Am I always in surrender and acceptance? No. Absolutely no. I feel resistance to it this week to be honest. I’m angry. At so many things. But, I try to keep my baseline at floating and surrendering as the alternatives of a psychiatric ward don’t sound appealing to me these days 😅 trying to have humor through it.

There is no way around it, this isn’t easy. And I go through windows of remembering how messed up this all is. I have tools and crutches and then lastly distractions I utilize. Sometimes none of it works and I go to deep dark places and when I begin to ascend from it, really sad music can then be listened to which sometimes is therapeutic. I can have windows of reminding myself emotion is energy that wants to be moved. And you (me) aren’t moving. Much. If ever. So, I have to contend with that and imagine movements etc.

Anyways, sending you love.
You aren’t alone.
I shall visit you in the white rabbits tunnel in our daydreams soon. And we can pick flowers and dance and enjoy the sunshine.

Recuperate well, love 💖💖💖
 
Thank u sunshine ☀ 💐 I humbly honour your experience and sharing.. I really do..
Sometimes I just need some one to get it and you do... And it gives me strength..
Your way of looking at things and clarifying is admirable. So much self awareness.

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But, I try to keep my baseline at floating and surrendering as the alternatives of a psychiatric ward don’t sound appealing to me these days 😅 trying to have humor through it.

Gee I relate..
My anxiety can get high and my head obsessive, mood low and i fear I'm going mad. But I know its all v normal given the situation and calmer ground v gratefully does get reached.
I really dislike the isolation of this thing, the restrictions. That no one shouts 'oh my god this is awful we have to save these people!!

But I know God is saving or whichever spiritual power is used and it's all happening for divine purpose.
I tell God I can't live like this, but I can and I do. What helps me is knowing I'm not alone and so so many of us in same boat.

I really don't like hitting those v hard times and I almost expect that I can somehow find a way to not hit them... But I think this is unrealistic. How could one not??

I'm flaring at mo and not sure if hospital on Wednesday is possible groan... Really want it over and done with. But hey it will be what it will be, self care is the most important.




Deal... I'll show u all around the magical gardens and we can see the badgers at nite. We can camp there under the stars.
In the morning we will go down the white 🐰 rabbits tunnel and make fun noises to hear the echo. We'll then arrive on the beach and eat breakfast watching the sail boats bobbing up and down and hear the shore over the pebbles.

And the sun will be dazzling and shining her beauty...

Keep shining sunshine your an incredibly bright source.. Thank u for being here and helping a sister.. X
 
Def no hospital on Wed have gone into full flare. I bought a mobility scooter and somewhere in the back of my mind knew going out the wk b4 hospital wasn't a great idea but did it anyway. But hey could have been an accumulation of things. I can't self beat..
It took so many wks to get stable enough and prepared but Ce le ve.. The situation is so absurd it's almost laughable..
Hope the hospital admin staff don't give me a telling off 📴 🤥
Just need to keep it in the day and keep gentle
 
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Oh @Emmarose47 Emma 💔

I know you’ve been waiting to get through with this for so long. I’m
Flaring terribly this week too.

I know you will do it when the time is right.
Be patient with yourself.

Your words have me tears. Tears of comrades. Uniting. Through a very difficult terrain.

Im sorry you have to worry you will be scolded by the hospital. If that isn’t the sign of the insanity we live in, then I don’t know what is. But it’s certainly our reality.

Take it easy love.

This is a large energy portal opening pre solstice right now. I usually feel them strongest 2 ish weeks prior but this one is exceptionally strong.

Will respond more later.
Wrapping you in love 💗

And yes, please, I love love love our white rabbit tunnel and beach trip 🦋💖🕳️🐇
 
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