so happy and though i had a good time soooo relieved that i made it through one of kids bday dinners...we go out on their bdays its always so hard as i know many of you know to go anywhere and do anything..doing the least thing causes more fatigue and pain afterwards...with the social anxietys and phobias its always extra hard and i dread it so much..though i love my kids more than anything and try to "act" as normal as i can...
i didnt drive so i took anxiety medications actually doubled up on that and took morphine to help with the pain while out and it worked..i was so happy my kids had a great time and they brought some friends along...and it went so good: )
its nice to have something good to happen...i am wiped out afterwards of course but it was worth it...
it was a nice surprise to and i was really shocked that the restaurant wasnt very busy it usally is..I did pray hard as always before going anywhere so perhaps God cleared out the place lol so i would be more comfortable..
i didnt drive so i took anxiety medications actually doubled up on that and took morphine to help with the pain while out and it worked..i was so happy my kids had a great time and they brought some friends along...and it went so good: )
its nice to have something good to happen...i am wiped out afterwards of course but it was worth it...
it was a nice surprise to and i was really shocked that the restaurant wasnt very busy it usally is..I did pray hard as always before going anywhere so perhaps God cleared out the place lol so i would be more comfortable..