I was on a job interview (again) 2 days ago. They told me that if they approve me they will call me today. Guess what - they didn't call. This is not my first job interview since I'm sick. I'm searching for a job for 2 years. I'm still able to work even that my mind is now at 50% capacity. But when I talk with someone 1)they see the fatigue on my face and 2)they see the fear in me (I've become totally paranoid since I'm sick). I guess I'm even scaring them, so they don't call again. I also feel very bad that at the age of 31, I still rely on my mum to earn money for me. This is my negative story for today, in case your negativism is not enough already.