All flared up and way too sick to go out to dinner, so I had to cancel my Thanksgiving plans. I'm not surprised. I've had to cancel so much over the years with all different occasions.
My sound sensitivity has been really severe lately. And that right there, I knew I couldn't be out to dinner with a large, loud crowd of people. And the pain all over and the fatigue. And the boughts of IBS. And the inflamed nerves in different parts of my body. The list goes on. I have an earache from the swollen glands.
And today is no better. Can't move around much. And been wishing I was dead from the pain. I'm just so tired of having this disease. And tired of it not letting me live my life. And I wish there was some real treatment to help with all this. That's what really has me down. There's nothing. Just nothing. I feel like there isn't much light at the end of the tunnel.
My sound sensitivity has been really severe lately. And that right there, I knew I couldn't be out to dinner with a large, loud crowd of people. And the pain all over and the fatigue. And the boughts of IBS. And the inflamed nerves in different parts of my body. The list goes on. I have an earache from the swollen glands.
And today is no better. Can't move around much. And been wishing I was dead from the pain. I'm just so tired of having this disease. And tired of it not letting me live my life. And I wish there was some real treatment to help with all this. That's what really has me down. There's nothing. Just nothing. I feel like there isn't much light at the end of the tunnel.